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paraphernælia
10.01.2003 finally...
yea man i haf my own shit now... i feel so lost away from everythin but wat to do?

sigh...

newae its not like it matters to anyone...i mean it shudent.. i didnt realli tell anyone bout this blog so ya... cant be bothered with entertain ppl dat come to read and comment...

well since da last entry was yonks ago then maybe i can sota summarise wats bin up lately...
*takes a deep breath*... okay here goes..

im studyin like hell for the bloody exams but i still think im gonna screw up da paper. dunt noe why jus feel like im realli slackin...wish i was in sec two again... all da times me n fifi and nina use to... argh okay im not gonna go into da past. it doesnt matter that time is gone. i haf major doubts that it will come baq... okay well everythin at school-work wise i mean- is fine.. well its not but i cant do anythin bout dat i mean im studyin every godamned day...

well otherwise met a few more guys da second half of da year... dey all seem real nice... bin msgin and all.. haha yea..

and then that brings me down i need to get a new fone... some muthafucker sole my last one... asshole like i said i can only think of who did it and when i find out i swear to god i shall kill da person...

this year is so different from da last two its bin way more event ful... i mean gawd..i dunt get half of da things goin on... like da thing bout friends... its a moment thing i mean... wat?okay its like this i dunt noe wat to think or expect.. why cant ppl jus tell me stuff to my face? if ppl want to hurt me.. well a fuckin congratulation u guys suceeded... u want to see me crumple? jus try pushin me a bit further...

i am on the absolute edge.. just try me, i dare u... why cant things be simple anymore? why? wat the hell is wrong with me? u noe wat...?

watever

i give up... u guys win. u hear dat..? u win now jus leave me alone... i cant stand da crap and best thing is its nobodys fault.. its all a bloody misunderstadin and its over.. everyone thats supposed to noe noes wat was wrong and know has got all da faqs rite... but its not rite izzit. its not rite cos the wrong was not rited and the rite has all gone wrong...

go ahead... destroy me.. any fuckin way u want..
i swear. jus leave me in silence..

fuck it.

im outta here..

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