10.02.2003 i love the gloominess of rainy days..

tomolo is da official start of the exams... im freaked i admit i mean gawd its scary dammit... im afraid og bein wrapped up in my infatuations but wat da hell..

yea had oral exam jus now... sucked man.. we were supposed to haf ms nora but she wasnt dere and instead we got dat damn andy wong... i mean he had a bloody stopwatch for fucks sake... and for once i actualli had something to say no stutterin no nuthin and he goes and gets me to stop before im even half way thru... and he kept interupting me with prompt dat were unnecessary.. totalli.. but wat da hell i screwed up. so wats new?

yea my sis got me to go star in some film of hers im supposed to be a real pathetic bitch... not dat im not... anyway some of da stuff she wrote down in da script... talk bout dejavu... yea well id love to do it. its bin a while since ive done serious acting... its jus da timings all wrong..but im goin anyway... aper nak buat... kan sista lep..

haha first bit of malay on my blog... cool...haha..

today was ultimately deadifyin...(wat?) okay but seriously it was hell numbers everywhere u turn... double science double maths poa n mt... oral after skool... so dats pretty much all my subjects..and umm well... ar heck i cant help it jus ignore here..

i got full marks for e maths..

dunt mean to mock anyone dats not so gd but its not often i do well so ya... but i wouldnt haf gotten it anyway ionly got it cos i refused to stay at the first qn which had some sorta error and managed to finish everythin... but on the other hand im quite sure ill get like one for a maths... seriously... i was jus sittin dere starin at da bloody paper.. even if i get dat one mark itll be cos i copied claras first qn's ans... ahaha..yup dats del for u..

we had to rearrange da tables jus now... so lame i hate sittin at the back corner much less right next to da door...haha made a nice line on my arm ..i so need to get a new penknife.. my old one is all blunt and rusty..

i luv relievin stress... nice watchin da skin split open...
muahaha..

-its only bin two days and im dyin for one... how to survive? but i promised but den again wats da point of lookin 18 if u cant use it to ur advantage...rite?

*moans* im starvin...