10.25.2003 kiss me

sigh...

feel so bloody depressed.. my exam marks suck.. and i studied like shit yea i noe life is unfair but dats kinde streachin it..

i cant believe it i mean i dut wanna believe it...i failed my eng papaer 2 cos of da bloody summary..shearlene was tellin me dat da teachers said sumthin bout not bein able to take frm da story or sumthin.. dis sucks its like i rote down bloody 19 pts and i onli got marks for 6...wtf?!

screw da shit outta whoever marked my paper..and i got pinalized for my compo...

why u may ask?...

cos i rote bout pregnancy... and no i didnt describe labour i jus rote bout a lady who couldnt conceive but den found out dat she was pregnant... supposedly ur not supposed to rite bout dat. sumthin bout it bein traumatic and shit...

watever..

and my other marks suck...esp ny poa and humans..

my poa i understand cos i didnt do a scrap of studyin but i studied with humans and i still suck..dere jus wasnt enuff time.. crap..

haha and its not like my parents actuali care... dey didnt even ask well nobody in my family did.. im still not gonna bring it up if dey wanna noe den dey can go find out.. im jus waitin wonderin whether dey actuali remembered.. mb i shud start countin da days b4 dey ask... dats an i dea..

and so much for my 10 pts..more like 15... i dunno mb even more den dat...

owel..

im learnin a few new songs on my guitar.. haha i still suck at but i wont rest till ive learnt da best of em..

lastly.. sorry ppl i noe my bkgrd and pics keep screwin up.. dats cos dey keepshutin down my acc. cos i dunt make a website.. well im doin one now so it shud be okay after dis...*fingers crossed*

im stil sobbin.. sigh dunt give a fuck bout wat my parents make of my grades but im jus disappointed in myself i mean i worked real hard and still....

i dunt wanna tok bout it...
fuck me
i give up...