11.18.2003 haha

i noe i noe ive bin real annoying... not updatin an all... sorry

ive bin real bz i swear..yup ive bin skippin all my classes and stuff at skool cos accordi to my mom im not goin baq newae...uhuh.. so sad. and its so sudden haha not dat many ppl noe bout it.. its like imaging skool next year

"Do u noe wats hppen to del? havent seen her here for ages..."

"oh didnt u noe she migrated..."

haha kinda cool...but im not sure whether theres money to send me there but my om is like if i say she is goin it means shes goin and ill worry bout da money... so im all okay...

yea well im like sorta lookin all over for a job cos i realli want one but i dunt wanna work at like fast food or anythin...i dunno havin a bit of trouble dere..
and my place was like gettin all revamped cos it has to look nice before it can be sold and like my mom wanted it done by hari raya..and ive been helpin out at da bazaar...not dat i saw da fruits of dat... it all went to payin baq my sis sigh...

okay well i need money...

i need to get gifts...
i need to get clothes for christmas...
i need to get clothes in general...
i wanna get a nice tote...
and heels...
and sandals...
and i need to return money...
and i wanna get a million other things...
so ya i need money...

haha i luv to complain..

i noe i noe...
and yea i joined da tan kah kee inventin thingy...its cool i noe wat to make i jus sorta hafta make it...
sigh im gonna miss riverside it holds like so many bittersweet memories..like tons its said u hafta be bad before u will luv and remember ur skool... i think dat is so true cos da bad things u do make it all da more interestin...rite?

and trust me my time here was realli interestin like i guess if i could turn baq time i wud want a better option but now dat im here i wouldnt change anythin... like i mean i learnt alot... most of which had nuthin to do with academic shit...
i learnt alot street wise and i learnt how mean and low ppl can be...i learnt to judge ppl real well and i also developed a very good gut and very accurte gut feelings and i learnt howta survive....and howta cope i guess...

with all da bitchin and ppl hating u cos ur different and ppl thinkin ur stupid when ur not and ppl talki behind u thinkin u dunt noe and da fustration frm all da stereotypin and howta stand up for wat u believe in and howta cope with ppl and teachers judgin u before dey noe u...

and i think im a better person for it... i noe da real world and some of stuff dat happens dat u wudent xpect...i noe wat its like to be hated and to be supported.. and ive managed to get around real well..

laugh if u want i noe it sounds dumb but its true...

any way..... time flew its like almost hari raya...
dat means money...wonder whether ill actualli get to see any of it.. oh and another thing i think my stomach shrank...it takes so lil to get me full so ya... haha and im gonna get my tummy pierced at da start of december cool huh...
ANDDD....

im gonna see MATT tomolo...uhuh i noe hes old but i cant wait...for everyone who doesnt noe matt's da half naked guy in da bkgrd of my blog..hes so hot and cute....but hes way to old but i still haf a mega crush... yup well dats sorta sums it all up...oh yea like my doodle pic...heres another...and deres lyrics toa realli cool song...

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