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paraphernælia
11.19.2003 yohoo....
at my godmoms place...sigh went out shopping jus now and were like goin to da gym tomolo...its so nice to be usin broardband...

argh im crappin..

i feel so elated i actualli have bin progressin i think ..
okay i haf reached a decision...im gettin a job if not den im gonna get fit as hell...so ya... or both...
i swear i am gonna get myself greAt abs by da time i get my belly pierced...and i wanna lose weight im so fat im startin to look like my cat...
uhuh must get all skinny and toned like hell...

i luv being able to do wat guys can do and i prize myself to be able to compete with them and still stay feminine... whoa is dat crap or wat???!?!! but i guess its true its nice to intimidate dem...wat am i sayin...?

sigh

wnhen we came here its like i saw her 2 cats an im like dammit i want my cat baq...ya noe how i feel? sumthin like how my sis does...jus read her blog...

i dunno i noe im not supposed to be as emotionally attached to him as my sis but i think we both feel da same cos no matter how much it was her cat i still luved and i like cuddled him jus as much and when i cried he would always rub against me and cheer me up...its jus so sad...and my sis is like totalli bummed bout it...and i think she got annoyed with me mb she tot i didnt realli care bout him...but i did and i noe she did but i like didnt noe howta comfort her cos watever i said wud sound like tryin to shove da fact under her nose...
yea its like we looked for him yesterday at like 12:30 in da mornin all over my area...we were like callin him and all da weirdos up atr dat hour tot we were da weirdest.... weird huh... okay

on to a happier note..

ummm..wat was i sayin?
oh rite... yea so ya argh i dunno cant realli say here...

"if only i had da guts to feel dis way...if only u look at me and wanna stay...if only id take u in my arms and say..i wanna go cos i need u pls dunt go cos i need u now...." ~hanson

"sumtimes it feels so rite when u noe its wrong but it can never be rite so u want dem 2 be wrong n u noe its wrong but u cant help feeling rite...in a very wrong way"~my msn nick...

it was too long so i shortened it...
ar heck im sleepy... i think.. nite

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