12.04.2003

Whoa...3rd entry tonite...haha shud be goin to bed but i jus realli dunt wanna.. owel...tomolo suffer la..wat to do...(after-entry edit:its freakin long so u night not wanna read da whole thing but da last bit is nice...)

any way i watchin smallville...da 3rd n 4th episodes rawk esp da 4th...i mean lana n clark get naked!!!! da 3rd one not dat wonderful...lana sorta finds out dat clark is a freak but of course in da end sumthin happens so dat she thinks otherwise...dunt worry im hardly givin u clue to da cool-ness of future episodes...XP

haha newae on mon nite i had a damn cool dream...i dreamt dat i was attached to *drum roll* none other den...

TOM WELLING!!!!!!!!!

and its was freakin realistic cos he wasnt clark kent he was tom....its like in one interview he came off as a bit snobby and he was like dat in my dream...*gasp* maybe its a sign!!!(dream on del)

haha well at least it was cool its like at first he didnt wanna tok to me and den somehow i got his attention and we started goin out...
OH....AnD~ hes a damn good kisser from wat i got..i woke up three times and twice i forced myself to get baq to sleep.. i was almost cryin wen i cudent get baq to sleep da 3rd time...

-ReALiTy CheCk-

okay well baq to real pathetic life...i saw a christmas dress i so want frm miss selfridge...its wat u wud describe as retro but i dunno.. with fishnets and a brittany murphy's hair(8 mile movie ppl..)-not dat my hair will ever become so nice- but yea and a bit of dark liner and i think i cud truly make da dress mine... oh and my punk cut off sleeves frm us...haha definitely! its like $73 but i can hear it callin my name...well dere goes my first pay...with all da christmas pressies...and i need to get a fone...and pay old debts...so ya..

my mom still owes me a belly button stud...hehe and i wanna get red highlights...newae it is now official... i m not goin baq to skool next year cept to leave cos even if i cant go straight away its no point gettin books and all i mean i might as well save and work so ill be stayin at home... or more workin my ass off while all u lucky buggers who think ur cursed get to sleep in class..dammit..

feel like turnin up with dyed hair on da first day of skool in my ui and den wen dey wanna kill me tell dem dat im leavin dem!!! haha i can jus imagine da look on mrs. tan's face...esp if i say i quittin skool..esp after da debate/arguement/disagreement/tanak kalah(dunt wanna lose)/watever..

she was like persuadin us to go to jc and i was like i wanna go to poly...and she was like do u wanna b a graduate n i like yea but dat doesnt mean i hafta go jc...and we went on n i was sayin its all a mis-perception drilled into our heads by da dumb fucked gov. in dis lame ass country in which u can never be anythin unless ur in express and jc...yada yada..(cept i took a longer time and said it nicely-hey i wasnt lookin for trouble... i luv mrs tan cos shes fair and funny aand not stone hearted and she hears u out) so i was bein rather cocky cos she said it takes to much to go overseas andshe said i hafta be top 20 in poly...and i ws like so ill be in da top 10...haha

by dat time everyone was lookin baq and forth tween da both of us...haha

lol.

which brings me baq to my point..newae ill prob go baq with camera i hand n take like loadsa fotos...and i hafta meet up with evryone who noes me...so ya...

well i was like baq real late yesterday..and i was super sleepy but i had to stay up cos nina, lib n co. were comin over... wen dey actualli arrived it was hittin 12..AM! so yea lucky dey didnt dtay for long cos dey needed to get home..and i didnt hafta entertain dem cos dey pretty much entertain demselves...

and dey were with deir fren...his name was ariff or sumthin like dat newae..and he was lookin pretty qute...dunt ask why and i dunno i realli liked his smile...so yea dey left and...--------------...and i went baq upstairs and zzz..

but i was pretty fucked cos like den was pissed at me cos i was workin and cudent jln raya with him and den he was like so u cant come to da chalet and i had to go so i was like bye... and after dat i msged him sayin sorry and i wud try to come and dat i did wanna meet him but i was jus so bz cos b4 dat he was msgin with dramatics and sayin dat fuck me...he wud get outta my life...

i mean wtf^ mate...
and wen i apologised he msged and said who r u..? is dat bitchy or wat i mean i said i was sorry n i realli cudent help...n i was bz and i did wanna meet him so wats with da hostility?

you noe wat?

..WateveR..

ahhaha okay dis entry is damn long i noe but bear with me cos i wont rite one for anotherrrrrr few days i guess.unless im not tired... okay wat else oh i saw dese gorgeous french bras...or shud i say lingerie...it was so beautiful...it was like opaque-ish but u cudent see da nip... and it was like a fuckin piece of art one looked like a henna design so when u wore i seemed as if u henna-ed ur tits.. cool or wat..and da G's were so adorable...with lil peek-a-boo's and all...i luved da red one.. sigh but da bad news its like 130 bucks... i noe!!!

So guys u might wanna fill ur wallets and bring ur gf's here to pick out sumthin nice... and gurls u shud definitely come here in a grp and check it out...oh and try some on.. jus for da hell of it cos da changin rooms rock...

and me and my sis sa all da nice christmas trtees and we wanted to get a whole load of shit to decorate ours..but its all so ex... newae our christmas tree is bout done for ...it looks totalli bedraggled...owel we'll both do it up as bes as we can...and no one else can help or dey'll jus screw it up...arent i a scrooge!

speakin of my sis i wonder when ill get to actualli go out with her for dat stoopid high tea thingy..not dat its dumb its jus dat we kept puttin it oof its almost chore like.. and i wanna get y swatch watch...

okay last point were havin a open house/party on sat...dis sat.. so if anyone wants to come jus gimme a ring...(as if u guys are so interested in comin to see me liddat..)...haha XP well everyone says our hous looks way bigger now...kinda true...for dose dat dunt noe we added a lil xtra room to where da livin area was cos its like so big... ndat was my bros room but now me n my sis in one room and thess(my maid) and faisal show i can get dirty wif my sis all nite long...;) haha shes so scared of me huggin her...

well dose dat haf actualli managed to stay with me till dis point...i noe..i noe...sorry its a real long entry...ill keep da rest shorter i promise..so ya newae..

ListeN Up PpL..ESP GuyS dat laugh at gurls tryin to walk in kebaya's...
well try to imagine ur legs bound together by cloth and u cant pull dem apart and if ur not stick thin den ur legs keep touchin n it starts getti all stcky and sweaty in between ur legs and u wanna wipe...god u might even try but da split on ur sarong doesnt go da high and ur legs cant get dat far apart and u can put ur hand in between but not all da way to ur upper thigh and dats where it realli matters and its so sticky n disgustin n u hafta walk like a penguin cos u cant pull ur legs apart and even if u pull ur sarong up its smaller at da knees..to show off da "lovely figure of urs" and so it wont let u pull ur thighs apart and u cant even where shorts inside cos it'll show so u jus suffer...and if u wanna go up stairs u hafta turn one foot inwards so dat ur leg is slightly in front of da other one and so da ur knee is closer to ur leg den ur ankle is sumthin like dis: |< and dats da onli way to lift urself up cos ur thighs are stuck to gether and its so fuckin annoyin u feel like freakin pullin up ur sarong as far as it will go when ur sittin in da middle of da baq of da cab and pulling ur legs as far apart as dey will go(1 cm-if ur luc..and hell..u even try it till ur moms sees and tells u to be ladylike and fuckin graceful and to sit still...

aND DAT... my good ppl sums up da joys of hari raya and da rypical tradisional kebaya...
Cheers..

Merry Christmas!!