3.31.2004

"i have ten finger.... and ten toes. two eyes...two knees... and a thousand and thousands of hair but do u noe wat theres only one of??ME!!!"

haha cute rite? yea its like dis advert on tv one... and its so cute da kid is like bout 2+ and hes blonde and looks like a fuqin angel... haha realli xia if i had kids i want dem to look like him... hes so cute...

tim u like kids rite...well dere are loadsa add on tv with kids...but dis one is still my fave la hes so cute like no timing at all like he strarts real slow and before he say da hair part he like looks around and den at da end its like he cant wait to get it out... like no timing man he doesnt pause like he realli cant wait to say it...hes like straight goes mE!! haha so adorable... haha wat to do..

yup and guess wat????
I GOT DA JOB!!!
i think well dey called me baq and dey said dey wanted me so im goin tomolo to go ask and jus like get strted and stuff..

haha
yea and yesterday wore my new mango top to skool long with my denim skirt... apparently ppl noticed my skirt... im like wat da hell?! okayy like as if onli ppl notice me... but yea marco told me... and im like WAT? but i guess i can sorta see where deir comin from like dis is da gurl da wore jeans to skool for a month.. haha pathetic rite? i dunno jus dunt feel like wearin anythin else.. haha but yea everyone seemed to like mango.. thot it was cool until dey found out u couldnt get it here.. den dey didnt like it...

oh yea and yester was like da greatest day in skool so far... haha realli laughed dat day it was so fun cos we had a student teacher... u noe like a trainee teacher... and hed keep sayin thank you very much after like watever u said... and everytime u gave an answer hed be like'beautiful,beautiful' so cute... and he looked like mr rada cept he didnt haf dat much hair u noe like he does da cross over thing to make it look like he has more hair.. but it was so funny cos we were like makin so much fun of him... it was so cute...

yea and like i dunno jus felt like i could be a bit more natural like i dunt haf to be on my guard 24/7
haha it was fun but today was nuthin great so owel.. haha still not doin anythin during accounts im startin to feel guilty but not much jus like a lil bit...=)

part frm dat everythin is like realli boring and drearious.

COUNTDOWN!!!
onli 8 days till holidays!!! and its gonna be wayy fuqin freezin in wellington... damn la its like average of 7 degrees...
crap crap well hopefully it wont be DAT bad... haha and id do like anythin to get outta auckland...

but yesterday or was it da day before? got damn pissed at my mom... shes like very wat la...
i noe shes tryin to make things rite... but ikts like i dunno she never has anythin constructive to say...shes like i want u gurls to move out...she was da one dat at first said dunt move out of dis place and now shes like oh go look for some place else and she acts like she noes wat its like... i mean it doesnt matter itll all be da same no matter where we go... it not da area(though it isnt da best of places)
its da whole fuqin region...

and personally id rather be in da city where its crowded no matter wat da time rather den a suburb place which is like super silent da moment it gets dark...
gawd and she thinks shes tryin to make things better but she isnt... and shes so fuqin adamant its like u get so frustrated wen u finish tokin yo her u dunt noe whether to cry or to whack sumthin realli hard..
i normally do both haha da thing dat i whack bein da bathroom wall..

i noe i noe dramatics but it jus get on my nerves... not dat i care rite now...
rite now im HAPPY!!!
COS I GOT DA JOB!!! haha i can go on forever... yay.. finally gonna start gettin money..
haha and im burnin a cd of like all da sounds i like... FINALLY!!! so yea im over da fuqin moon!