3.07.2004

okay i shall continue story...

where was i? oh ya nick... so ya he finally left and he gave me like chocolates...and a card..

CARDS ARE ALWAYS A BAD SIGN..

haha realli and true enuff inside da card it said like.. "hi.. ive gotten to know u and i jus wanna say dat i wana spend all da time in da world with you. dere is KNOW way i will let u slip thru my fingers. u are INCREADIBLE and BUITFUL and i wanna be urs"

umm its his third yr in yr 13.. so dat explains da spellin...i was like so freaked and lie 'oh crap' dat i threw it on da bed and i didnt touch it after dat..like euuww..oh and u noe how i said he looked like subhash? coincidence of coincidences... i got da xact same card frm aunty ann i think for like my birthday or sumthin... cos i remember cuttin it up and puttin da flower on da front into da baq of my 3310 fone...

so ya oh and after dat i thot forget it la... i jus wanna stay at home and be anti-social or watever... but def not like go out with all these freaks...(after nick left dis afgani guy who said he wanted to bring me to play pool jus down da road actualli wanted to bring me to da beach and it was like 10 at nite! like no wayy.)

so ya and like on friday nite i had da weirdest dream its like realli funky..

its like nick wants to go out with me and we end up goin out..and we go to dis like dinner and concert sorta thing... and justin timberlake was on stage and den someone was like why arent u two bein all cosy and actin like a couple and den nick said oh dunt worry deres loadsa time later to make out..and i was like ready to barf budden jt came on stage and da whole time he was like lookin at me wen he was singin.. and he brought me on stage and he asked me out... and he gave me a movie tix and muny to get like sumthin real nice to wear..

yea so i went out with him and jus left nick dere.. i was like feelin bad or sumthin and den so like scene changes and im out with jt.. and we start makin out... and bloody hell hes a damn good kisser.. budden dis gurl like walks up to us and shes like calls him a bastard and she says dat he did da same thing to him.. and she turns to me and tells me dat hes actualli gay! and im like WTF!? but hes like nuthin wrong wat.. i like gurls and guys so im like okay fine and i continue makin out with him..
gross rite?
yea and den scene changes again and im at home like i jus walk in da door like singapore home.. and i can smell roast chicken cookin and im like so glad im home and i thinkin da goodthings bout bein home is deres an oven and like deres ppl to cook food for u.. and im like worryin bout whether i haf nuff muny to pay for da flight baq which like leaves da next day..

and den i meet da hot bald guy... and it turns out dat his name is chris and hes like into me and im like over da cloud bout it and he gives me a passionfruit and gives me a kiss on da cheek...

and
den i wake up...

okayy i realli dunt get da dream

and yesterday nite i had a dream dat like dis gurl dats in my class well shes like realli rich and snobby da type dat u smile at her den she wont smile baq... ya so i dreamt dat she was bein realli bitchy to me and i got so annoyed... she was like standin against a wall and i like slammed my hands against da wall rite next to her face and i was like "dunt fuqin try my patience" and den i got into a fight and i like beat up dis guy

it was so weird

and da weirdest thing is like all my dreams rite are like so vivid.. and i remember every lil detail.. like okayy and deir all like current event stuff like things dat me and my sis were tokin bout da nite before and like stuff affectin my life.. i dunno it jus not norm for my dreams to ba liddat..

oh and another thing im CURSED! realli i swear

not onli da old one dat i mentioned where like all da guys i love haf like gurlfrens or like i just cant get with dem cos dey haf a gf/r too old/etc.
yea well deres another one...
its like i cant tell a lie...realli i realli cant like if i do it will come true...

u noe how scary dat is..
examples?
okay
like i didnt wanna go to skool on friday sum time ago and i said to mutiara dunt worry la can say im sick
da next thing i noe, i get sick
den i didnt wanna go out with nick so i tell him "oh sorry i cant cos i hafta go out with my cousin"
da next thing i noe, my cousin calls and he invites us out for coffee
den i wanted nick to leave wen he came over on friday so i pretend dat my fone is ringin by jus playin da ringtone music and den i pretend to tok..
da next thing i noe, da fone rings OUT LOUD for REAL... im like shit wat da fuq and den i pick it up and IT IS my fren

sheesh SCARY!

so yea today we wanted to go out u noe sick of jus sittin at home so ya...like NO ONE here wears heels feel so depressed my heels like jus sittin dere gettin dusty xia.. damn la but dere is no way im gonna go trampin up hills and all in heels...
so ya we like try to go shoppin but like EVERYTHIN is closed on sunday... but yea guess i need to stock up on stuff like i need winter jackets and stuff and i wanna revamp my wardrobe...but must wait till i get sum muny first la... now jus tokin big ar..yea den we got like a subway sandwich and we went to dis park at like da top of ahill... tired xia climb up all da way but it was soo nice

mental note: if i wanna study shud like pack a lunch and bring my books and a mat and go suntan on da grass and study.. everyone was doin dat so ya.. definite ly will be a nice change okay newae

PPL!!! TURN UP DA SPEAKERS TO LISTEN TO AN ALL TIME CLASSIC!!!

well gtg
dunt laugh at my dreams and feel free to comment..