yea WELL..
haha hows thing i dunt noe dunt wanna think bout it i dunt wanna ask mysely dunt wanna hafta dig down into da baq of my brain to try to look for appropriate words to use...
haha skool is borin me mindless..let me see.
tomolo?hmm i have accounts first thing..yay i can like go on da net and do hw..
den like 3 sciences straight in a row...
god haf mercy...
its amazin tomolo will be da first time in 3 weeks where i actualli turned up in skool on a friday..
damn i deserve a medal..
okay i haf a confession to make...
im infatuated..cant help it and i swear to god im tryin to avoid it...
but hes soooo HOT
and like everytime mutiara mentions him i jus like go....
+Sigh+
its realli not my fault...but i dunno i jus keep gettin like all butterflies in my tummy and dat wide eyed glazed look wen i see him...and hes always lookin good no matter wat..
and hes bald...haha okay i noe...
first thought...damn turn off wen described like dat..but hes not hes like hotter den lex and dats sayin sumthin...
fuck
okay del SHUTTUP
"alrite calm down, relax and start breathin.." - Eminem
kay nuff bout dat...i shall try with great force to push him to da dark back corner of my mind...
yup well tomorrow hafta meet raluca for lunch...cos she dunt wanna spend it alone since lucy and kerry arent here..
cian sey last week she was all alone
fuck la den i said id join josh in da lib...da fuckin nick is bein sucha dick
its like he wants to arm wrestle me tomolo...he not happy la i beat him da other time... i mean wtf? im a GIRL hes a GUY!
and hes like so happy dat dat time he almost beat me..like ooh i managed to beat a girl finally...
gawd
yea and like michelle and hashim invited me to go skiing with dem in da hols...
like i got muny liddat and dat reminds me
mental note - GET WINTER GEAR
its onli autumn and its like bout 10 degrees everyday...and dats not includin da wind..
and supposedly winter onli realli starts round may...like wtf mate^^
can u imagine i wake up all nice and toasty...(if im lucky if im not den i cant feel my feet!)
yea and i hafta get outta da blanket and its like freezin and den i hafta take a shower and da water like comes out straight frm da shower
and its always cold for like 10 second fore it heats up...shit la i hate it tok bout wakin u up..
yup yup
wat else...
oh yea haha i lost like all my earrings...yup ALL
so my holes were all closin up...
dammit la den got no muny to get earstick or more earrings..
so i stuck safety pins in it...so deres like 6 pins in one ear...it looks painful...and realli freaky...
everyone sees it and sorta like does a double take...
even chris and hes like weird...
haha screw
oh and lastly..
i had a realli nice dream yesterday..cos of dat dream i was almost alte for skool but it was realli nice...
bout someone special haha
it was like so real and i noe dis sounds crazee but its like da whole day i actuali felt it was gonna happen...like u noe some sorta unreal optimism..and of course it didnt.. i mean dat wud jus be like unreal even though it felt like it wud be real anyway.if it happened i jus wudent believe it but i felt like it was gonna happen.
i was jumpy da whole day...like i would spin round if anyone evn mentioned my name
not like it will ever happen. i shnt even say who noes...i mean it wont happen.period. but i want it to so i dunt wanna say it wont cos dats like sayin i haf no faith but its impossible but den again anythins possible..one thing i noe i realli wudent believe it if it happened or itd take like 30 seconds to sink in...even den id be afraid i was hallucinatin...so i dunt think it wud lay out quite like in my dream...
so much for da slow motion runnin... i mean i jus wudent dare cos it seems so impossible...id like stare and rub my eyes and pinch myself jus to make sure..
probably like ask da person next to me if dey cud see it too...
haha
den i might run to it
wanna noe who...
well if u read my blog everyday...its prob u.. ;)newae u prob noe who u are.
its not funny
bleahs
haha but realli
haha hows thing i dunt noe dunt wanna think bout it i dunt wanna ask mysely dunt wanna hafta dig down into da baq of my brain to try to look for appropriate words to use...
haha skool is borin me mindless..let me see.
tomolo?hmm i have accounts first thing..yay i can like go on da net and do hw..
den like 3 sciences straight in a row...
god haf mercy...
its amazin tomolo will be da first time in 3 weeks where i actualli turned up in skool on a friday..
damn i deserve a medal..
okay i haf a confession to make...
im infatuated..cant help it and i swear to god im tryin to avoid it...
but hes soooo HOT
and like everytime mutiara mentions him i jus like go....
+Sigh+
its realli not my fault...but i dunno i jus keep gettin like all butterflies in my tummy and dat wide eyed glazed look wen i see him...and hes always lookin good no matter wat..
and hes bald...haha okay i noe...
first thought...damn turn off wen described like dat..but hes not hes like hotter den lex and dats sayin sumthin...
fuck
okay del SHUTTUP
"alrite calm down, relax and start breathin.." - Eminem
kay nuff bout dat...i shall try with great force to push him to da dark back corner of my mind...
yup well tomorrow hafta meet raluca for lunch...cos she dunt wanna spend it alone since lucy and kerry arent here..
cian sey last week she was all alone
fuck la den i said id join josh in da lib...da fuckin nick is bein sucha dick
its like he wants to arm wrestle me tomolo...he not happy la i beat him da other time... i mean wtf? im a GIRL hes a GUY!
and hes like so happy dat dat time he almost beat me..like ooh i managed to beat a girl finally...
gawd
yea and like michelle and hashim invited me to go skiing with dem in da hols...
like i got muny liddat and dat reminds me
mental note - GET WINTER GEAR
its onli autumn and its like bout 10 degrees everyday...and dats not includin da wind..
and supposedly winter onli realli starts round may...like wtf mate^^
can u imagine i wake up all nice and toasty...(if im lucky if im not den i cant feel my feet!)
yea and i hafta get outta da blanket and its like freezin and den i hafta take a shower and da water like comes out straight frm da shower
and its always cold for like 10 second fore it heats up...shit la i hate it tok bout wakin u up..
yup yup
wat else...
oh yea haha i lost like all my earrings...yup ALL
so my holes were all closin up...
dammit la den got no muny to get earstick or more earrings..
so i stuck safety pins in it...so deres like 6 pins in one ear...it looks painful...and realli freaky...
everyone sees it and sorta like does a double take...
even chris and hes like weird...
haha screw
oh and lastly..
i had a realli nice dream yesterday..cos of dat dream i was almost alte for skool but it was realli nice...
bout someone special haha
it was like so real and i noe dis sounds crazee but its like da whole day i actuali felt it was gonna happen...like u noe some sorta unreal optimism..and of course it didnt.. i mean dat wud jus be like unreal even though it felt like it wud be real anyway.if it happened i jus wudent believe it but i felt like it was gonna happen.
i was jumpy da whole day...like i would spin round if anyone evn mentioned my name
not like it will ever happen. i shnt even say who noes...i mean it wont happen.period. but i want it to so i dunt wanna say it wont cos dats like sayin i haf no faith but its impossible but den again anythins possible..one thing i noe i realli wudent believe it if it happened or itd take like 30 seconds to sink in...even den id be afraid i was hallucinatin...so i dunt think it wud lay out quite like in my dream...
so much for da slow motion runnin... i mean i jus wudent dare cos it seems so impossible...id like stare and rub my eyes and pinch myself jus to make sure..
probably like ask da person next to me if dey cud see it too...
haha
den i might run to it
wanna noe who...
well if u read my blog everyday...its prob u.. ;)newae u prob noe who u are.
its not funny
bleahs
haha but realli
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