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paraphernælia
5.26.2004 belief?
were doin macbeth for english... NCEA Achievement standard 2.3:Unseen Text

yup its so cool.. i dunt think we hafta read da whole thing but yea im jus readin it cos its so interestin adn al and i think ive pretty mcuh gotten past da language probs and shit.. its so nice and sinister.realli..ohh i see if i can find my fave part

The raven himself is hoarse
That croaks the fatal entrance of Duncan
Under my battlements. Come, you spirits
That tend on mortal thoughts, unsex me here,
And fill me from the crown to the toe top-full
Of direst cruelty! make thick my blood;
Stop up the access and passage to remorse,
That no compunctious visitings of nature
Shake my fell purpose, nor keep peace between
The effect and it! Come to my woman's breasts,
And take my milk for gall, you murdering ministers,
Wherever in your sightless substances
You wait on nature's mischief! Come, thick night,
And pall thee in the dunnest smoke of hell,
That my keen knife see not the wound it makes,
Nor heaven peep through the blanket of the dark,
To cry 'Hold, hold!'


dis is da lady speakin askin for da evil to take away everything feminin bout her and give her da ruthlessness to carry out such an act as murder.such that she shall not turn till da deed is done.

cool huh?
yup totalli into it.. had coke in skool today and was on a sugar high during interval. no kiddin thank god i haf raluca whose jus as mad as me.. she makes me look not so mad. cos we were seriously losin it.. dancin ad singin and wat not. but yea da day was dead.. very dead.
ooh and robin is totalli freaked out by me.. hes scared cos i keep annoyin him.*evil laugh*

Delima: haha ur so cute ur gettin all uncomfy cos im starin at u
Robin: fuck ur scarin da shit outta me
^^and den chris comes and sits and after a bit gets up
Chris: back in a sec
Robin: wherever ur goin take me with you
Delima:*evil laugh*

lol love doin dat.. yea and later hes like u need a restrainin order...me?...

nah!

okay okay well dats for da watever-s dat happened today and now for da moe important bits..
my new notebook is fillin up nicely.. still hafta create a cover for it
*ponders* bleah..
yea life is a bitch at da mo.. its jus so routined its annoyin me. i mean hell, so mcuh for livin.. but hey.. itll all be diff soon.

"i cant believe its happenin again. why? i mean i noe its sumthin never undone and yea never done up.. loose strings are everywhere and they are gonna be left untied. do i get a say? not at all. hell i shud be use to dat but i guess sometimes u forget forget to be on guard and den wen u find urself floatin with no way down u freak.."

we learnt bout all da mental disabilities in psychology. and your body creates a defense mechanism to help protect you from all the hidden threats.

regression repression denial...to name a few
cant say i dunt noe da meanin of dat

oh yea and you noe those dreams u get where in the dream your sure its real but its not a nightmare its jus a bad dream and its sorta surreal cos ur thinkin it so bad it has to be a dream but in the dream u feel that it cant be a dream.. and den wen u wake up.. da dream immediately fades.
its liekw en sumthin unexpected happens people will tell others to pinch them.. or they refuse to believe it claimin dat dey hafta be dreamin but think about it.. u always will noe ur awake cos u jus noe... like theres sumthin about reality.. maybe its jsu dat your body is more active so u actualli feel more and stuff.. i wudent noe. but i mean u can tell ur awake.. and then wen ur jsu normally dreamin and ur havina bad dream,

whilst ur dreamin ur feelin secured i mean it doesnt mean ur freaked by the terror that ur facin in ur dream but u do its a dream and its like a fall back security. somehow ur brain still manages to let u noe dat its okay cos its not realli happenin..

but then u sometimes get the sorta dreams mentioned above where u sincerely feel its actualli happenin.. and dis is common in short and uncomfortable dreams. like u noe wenu fall asleep in class and u dream dat u fall off a buildin and u shake as u wake up and realise dat its all okay..in those u always feel like its realli happenin and its interestin da way ur body feels da same way by the same jolt u get and by da way u jump jus as u wake. and it also happens in very few deams and wen u do wake up u cant remember ur dream at all.. u have a feeling but u jus dunt remember wat it was bout.. and later u get a weird feeling of dejavu.
felt dat?
i have
supposedly it has to do with da conditions in which u fall asleep and how active u have bin in da day..like if ur realli stressed out den ull tend to get those type of dreams..
weird.

bleah sleepy now.. haha ironic aint it.well fuck dat im out real soon..
and for da interest of noone, i shall say...
nuthin

The Prince of Cumberland! that is a step
On which I must fall down, or else o'erleap,
For in my way it lies. Stars, hide your fires;
Let not light see my black and deep desires:
The eye wink at the hand; yet let that be,
Which the eye fears, when it is done, to see.

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