god had my exam today... maths and chem..i might actualli pass which is wayy cool...
considering that i didnt even open a book didnt look at a single formula. diidnt do an ounce of studyin AND woke up late. even between exam wat do i do? i go and hang out.. sad.
dunt care im too lazy.
chris thinks im weird i cud so say da same thing to him.. yea cute he tot dat me and tiara were tokin in a diff language. sadder.
yea and im officially poor again cos im outta muny till wednesday.. or tuesday maybe evn..
tomolo english and accopunts. english we have to do a profile but i didnt even do da interview so im jus gonna make it up..risky i noe.. i did it on a teacher i skool. wth.. like i said i dunt care... and im gonna sleep in accounts not gonna bother. dammit it dey shud be pleased dat im even comin to skool dammit. yea
julian so adorable he sent me another email.. haha so cute.. i love da way he signs off but im jus bout outta ideas for replys..
and i wanna get lyrics to a song i have no idea about.. i noe how it goes but im not sure and i cant find it nowhere... hell.
blurred vision.. my contacts are gettin dry. dat means i need to go to bed.
**
dey cut my hrs... so sad im gonna be outta muny sooner now. but i made bread dat day. dat means i considered naik pangkat la.. not bad huh? trusted i wasnt dat good but at least sumthin rite..
and i still want a bf!!!
give up?me?? NEVER!!fuck ive bin alone for a loong time now.
haha guys here are different i guess.. not dat ...
nvm.
not here on da other blog i shall blog dis..
but for da mo... im at peace i guess.. it doesnt get much better den dis.
THANKIES to EJ!! thnx for tryin to create a new layout for my blog.. ahha and at least datll make it readable.. i say tryin cos i still havent gotten it but its on its way and cos deres not much u can do to make my blog look better.. its dat bad...(or dat good ;))
so yea.. hoping hoping.. damn u noe those times wen moments jus pass you by?
and you stand dere watchin and youre thinkin dat maybe you shud haf changed sumthin but it passes in such a dream like way that it feels like its meant to be and so you leave it... chances? i believe you only ever get 2 chances to make things right... and if after dat even if it gets right it will go wrong... but some say dat in dat case its not meant to be.. wat en?
so wat doesfate control..
and if we do make the change or if we do do dat sumthin totalli unexpected wil it change fate...
i mean da reason why we dunt do half da things we wanna do is because were too analytical of da situations.. we think of what will be affected and den we get scared and so on.. well i think dat fate has 98% control..when we experience those emotions fate is persuading us to let the 'inevitable' happen andmot of da time we do let moments pass us by... because we dunt live for da moment but dats another issue..da point is what if we jus suddenly did wat we wanted to do.. in that moment.. wat sorta effect wud it have and wud it ripple to such an extent dat we wiahed we had never done it.. and we try to hide wat we did or will it continue ripplin changin the proces of things. i mean its actualli interestin.. but if u were to ask me if id do it? hah. ill still say never. its jsuone of those things. u cabnt and dunt wanna test ur theories. and dats da way its supposed to work
dunt you see? yea i noe im a scaredy cat. but i cant help it(fate tokin again)
live for da moment?in my dreams perhaps.. and there it shall remain till the end
the great thing about it is u can subconciously arrange it in such a way dat u can recall it in perfect order.. and den u can change it.. its like playin out a story with a thousand endings. and u can lock some away.. u can be evasive and no one can pry into you lil keep sake box.
like i said: its yours and only your till da end
change? me? nah... wish? yea why not. dream? *smiles*
"dont you?"
considering that i didnt even open a book didnt look at a single formula. diidnt do an ounce of studyin AND woke up late. even between exam wat do i do? i go and hang out.. sad.
dunt care im too lazy.
chris thinks im weird i cud so say da same thing to him.. yea cute he tot dat me and tiara were tokin in a diff language. sadder.
yea and im officially poor again cos im outta muny till wednesday.. or tuesday maybe evn..
tomolo english and accopunts. english we have to do a profile but i didnt even do da interview so im jus gonna make it up..risky i noe.. i did it on a teacher i skool. wth.. like i said i dunt care... and im gonna sleep in accounts not gonna bother. dammit it dey shud be pleased dat im even comin to skool dammit. yea
julian so adorable he sent me another email.. haha so cute.. i love da way he signs off but im jus bout outta ideas for replys..
and i wanna get lyrics to a song i have no idea about.. i noe how it goes but im not sure and i cant find it nowhere... hell.
blurred vision.. my contacts are gettin dry. dat means i need to go to bed.
**
dey cut my hrs... so sad im gonna be outta muny sooner now. but i made bread dat day. dat means i considered naik pangkat la.. not bad huh? trusted i wasnt dat good but at least sumthin rite..
and i still want a bf!!!
give up?me?? NEVER!!fuck ive bin alone for a loong time now.
haha guys here are different i guess.. not dat ...
nvm.
not here on da other blog i shall blog dis..
but for da mo... im at peace i guess.. it doesnt get much better den dis.
THANKIES to EJ!! thnx for tryin to create a new layout for my blog.. ahha and at least datll make it readable.. i say tryin cos i still havent gotten it but its on its way and cos deres not much u can do to make my blog look better.. its dat bad...(or dat good ;))
so yea.. hoping hoping.. damn u noe those times wen moments jus pass you by?
and you stand dere watchin and youre thinkin dat maybe you shud haf changed sumthin but it passes in such a dream like way that it feels like its meant to be and so you leave it... chances? i believe you only ever get 2 chances to make things right... and if after dat even if it gets right it will go wrong... but some say dat in dat case its not meant to be.. wat en?
so wat doesfate control..
and if we do make the change or if we do do dat sumthin totalli unexpected wil it change fate...
i mean da reason why we dunt do half da things we wanna do is because were too analytical of da situations.. we think of what will be affected and den we get scared and so on.. well i think dat fate has 98% control..when we experience those emotions fate is persuading us to let the 'inevitable' happen andmot of da time we do let moments pass us by... because we dunt live for da moment but dats another issue..da point is what if we jus suddenly did wat we wanted to do.. in that moment.. wat sorta effect wud it have and wud it ripple to such an extent dat we wiahed we had never done it.. and we try to hide wat we did or will it continue ripplin changin the proces of things. i mean its actualli interestin.. but if u were to ask me if id do it? hah. ill still say never. its jsuone of those things. u cabnt and dunt wanna test ur theories. and dats da way its supposed to work
dunt you see? yea i noe im a scaredy cat. but i cant help it(fate tokin again)
live for da moment?in my dreams perhaps.. and there it shall remain till the end
the great thing about it is u can subconciously arrange it in such a way dat u can recall it in perfect order.. and den u can change it.. its like playin out a story with a thousand endings. and u can lock some away.. u can be evasive and no one can pry into you lil keep sake box.
like i said: its yours and only your till da end
change? me? nah... wish? yea why not. dream? *smiles*
"dont you?"
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