5.02.2004

okay well an explanation for da previous entry... yea well my dad came over.. uhuh im like over the moon naturally and sorry to degrade the seemingly romantic tale of a broken heart findin love or sumthin like dat..
anyway
bin totalli in and out hafta go to skool tomolo but im still not all packed and stuf and i dunt realli feel like i wanna go to skool im still like wats da point of it all..
its jus so different and ive come to realise that the empahasis on studyin is realli important to me... like in singapore were told that even if the mid years is a total practise and that u dunt hafta actualli do realli well in your mid year they at least treat it like it is a proper exam and that it will somehow contribute..but over here its totalli different... their all goin at you about how its jus a practise test so no worries and all but its jus favourable on you doin well jus inca se sumthin happens and u cant take your NCEA..
and its jus takes away all the pressure and u feel like your not obliged to do anythin... its realli develops the carefree attitude.. and another thing i jus realised that i cud practically leave school rite now and continue workin at subway slowly makin my way up da ladder till i becoma a manager and so on and so fortha dn then i could open my own store and i cud haf my future laid out in front of me and be totalli well off..
and i mean experience is way more valuable than acedemic performance to a certain extent and esp if i owned my own business den i wud be my own boss and not hafta answer to my lack of qualification to anyone..
and u see if i went into subway... i mean ive bin workin with da bloody company since i was 13... u dunt get better experienced den dat... unfortunately on the other hand i do feel it will be a dreadful waste to miss out on sumthin like that and it wud be sad if i didnt get into my proffession of choice regardless of how enjoyable i find it workin at subway...
but movin on... bin realli friggin busy had to leave work early today so i cud go out with barry and it turns out dat he bruought us out to his place again... jus so we cud tok and wat not.. damn man if i had known i wudent haf gone.. haha i dunt think barry's daughter likes me cos i always tare at her and give her this i-dunt-like-u look cos she looks realli freaky like dis is not referrin to my whole disgust in kids thing.. i realli do happen to think dat she looks freAky esp wen she smiles while lookin down...
*shudders*
had to stomach so spicy curry takeout for dinner jus now.. haf a feelin im gonna throw it all up wen i get back.. yea and not onli that i got a fuckin shock jus now...
this guy was at the bus stop which i might add is facing the road and is not in any way secluded at all.. though it was slightly dim.. and dere was this dark-skinned guy sittin dere and it was rainin so hell we were walkin real fast to try to not get wet and stuff.. and he suddenly calls out to us and hes like"hey gurls.. do you noe wat da time is?"

and im still half walkin past him rite.. so i sorta backtrack and while im doin dat im thinkin-"his hands were movin an awful lot"
and then it hits me... but my sis bein da darling dat she is looks at her watch and tells him da time.. same as me cept im lookin at my fone and im not lookin up at him no more... and wen i do i sorta glance at him to make sure i wasnt seein things..
nope hes still wankin...
so i keep starin at my fone and im thinkin-"lets fuckin get outta here"
so i wanna run off but den he asks "and do u noe howta egt to balestier rd frm here?"

and my sis thinks for a bit and she goes"oh its ..."

da whole time im thinkin okayy...weird why is she jus standin dere tokin to dis crazy assed dude.. and i think shes tryin to act normal like nuthins happenin so i jus stare at my fone..

well shes bout halfway thru her explanation and den she suddenly goes "oh fuck!" and then to me "cmon lets go" and she drags me off..
its pretty humourous lookin at it in terms of her naivity and the sweetness for her to be lokin at da guys face the whole time with such ernest such that she didnt notice dat he was jackin off...

fuckin arse hole course after dat she goes on dis whole swearin trip and she wants to make a police report and stuff and wants me to go back and kick his balls and shit...
im like "forget it"

so yea

anyway part frm dat works bin cool... bin workin realli long hrs yesterday.. and today was workin with rajesh..(dis new manager guy)
he was sweet as in he was nica and all but he was a pain in da arse in the way that he got it in his mind that if ur supposed to serve den u do nuthin but dat.. so he didnt do a spot of work otherwise.. i mean hey... dibs for makin a sub in under 60s but hell i mean me and rashita were fuckin scrubbin da floor and doin like shitloads of prep and he was jus standin dere idly taokin to us da whole time.. uhuh and we like ran outta bread halfway cos he didnt bake enuff under the assumption dat it was gonna be a quiet day(it wasnt) and that we wud have enuff to last us(we didnt)..
basket
yea and we had like hardly any prep by da time we got thru lunch... but it think by da time we left it was okay as in we had generally stocked wat was needed.. and like wed panned bread and dey were bein baked and the wraps were okay to use again... at first we ran outta wraps too.. and wat we had left was frozen solid.
and of course dere was a pile of washin to do and da floor were not in their besty state but dey had bin re-swept
hell jus hope dat andrew-wendy-trudy arent pissed
not my prob anyhow

part frm dat.. well i think ive done all my hw so im okay for skool and ill be okay dere part frm da faq dat dad wants to go see my teacher...(check on my work-singaporean dad) and stuff.. but ive bin doin okay so im not sweatted bout dat..

and yea apparently i still got it... i wont say wat but its a nice feelin.. and yea was sms today alot shant say nuthin now but ill tell on later
ciao baby..