i changed my mind.. my boyfriend is wonderful..
lol ill forgive him for not updatin. see my generosity. lol
yea i woke up at bout 4:30 pm.. i was dyin of heat i swear.. my friggin sister(i think) turned da friggin air-con off so i had to suffer.. apparently jake had jus got out from town usin da internet and so he knew bout my late wake.. and it jus so happened wen i woke iup i thought to call him.. it was bout 9 pm dere so i thought id better get to it..
got on da fone and he was so sweet..*sighs* lucky me.. it was great dat he wasnt busy cos he normally is..
i dubb him da "alcoholic cocktail walkin bible" i swear hes like a fuckin ABC's of drinks.. rattlin on bout every single one and im jus like huh? duh.. which one is scotch? duh...
part from dat its bin quiet.very quiet.. stayed up late last nite playin need for speed *glares at jake* see i do play. jus not wen im with u guys.. dunt wanna compete..
but yea it was fucked cos i got so far budden i had to turn it off and go to bed.. and (wait for it..)
I DUNT HAF A MEMORY CARD..
*sobz*
yes yes go ahead and laugh..okay shuttup u can stop laughin now..*grumbles*
bin havin horrible horrible cramps.
ugh.
got myself two job interviews tomolo. one in town and one in no0vena which is pretty much town anyway. yea and den gonna meet tim and help him go christmas clothes shoppin.
*screams and waggles fingers* SHOPPIN HUNY!!!
lol i swear if tims late im gonna personally see to it dat he can never have sex. i made him agree to meetin me at 11:30 instead of noon.. fucked if im gonna wait round doin nuthin.
den i think on fri im gonna go to khid's pit thingy.. hang round for a lil while den go clubbin with tim and his mates..
dammit thou well hafta go to boat/clarke quay.
fuckin underaged ppl
"dunt glare at me like dat im not underaged if i have id.. and at least i took da initiative to get some id. its called bein creative.."
so funny how ppl older than me cant get into clubs cos of their age wen im actualli younger den all of then and no one even batts an eyelid at me.
da life ppl.. da life.
rite now im jus realli bored ive bin feelin realli lethargic lately. dunno why i bet its dis stupid fuckin weather..
its so damn hot.
at least it was rainin today not dat dat did much help.
mu parents are not baq yet i think dey went to da cricket club for dinner. cunts.
they cud haf at least invited us.. but nooooo. losers.
my moms annoyin da FUCK outta me.. like realli. i think i may haf said sumthin like dis before but ill say it again cos its jus realli *pulls hair and screams* ugh.
fuckin tell me to come home at this time or that time..
ill kill her. she was da one to fuckin kick us outta home and send us off to some unknown contry(at da time) to study and wen we cry over da fone to her and tell her its horrible she jus says deres nuthin she can do.
and shes like "im doin dis so u all can learn how its like in da real world and how it is to be adult. and ull hafta live like adult..blah blah blah.."
and now were baq shes jus like"no u hafta come home at dis time. wat do u mean ur goin clubbin.. u cant go clubbin ur underaged. wat are u doin drinkin alcohol i dunt care dat ur at home ur underaged. so wat if ur at home if i say u cant mean u cant. why are u home so late.. wat were doin stayin out with ur frens..and why are u wearin dis sorta top.. it shows all ur boobs. iwant u to pin it up.. i dunt care that u wear tops like dat in auckland if u wear tops like dat here ur gonna get into trouble..yes i noe maybe auckland guys are more unruly den here but u dunt care wat u say.GO AND PIN IT UP.. blah blah blah"
fuck her. she cant do dat. like give us da freedom and responsibility to go live by ourselves in a totalli different country and den suddenly take back all of it and expect us to do things her way..
cos its jus not gonna happen. i mean we use to go out wen we want come baq and watever and all and all we had to do was let each other know. and we still got all our work done. we still kept our house clean. and now if we dunt do things she agrees to shell fuckin nag at us and all. i noe she misses us but she jus doesnt get dat. were independant now (thanks to her) and we have our own lives dat dunt include her. and we know how to take care of ourselves livin da way we live.
she wasnt dere for us wen we got stalked. twice. or wen we were in an armed robbery or wen some dude came and felt us up. she wasnt dere wen we were so depressed,wen i was so depressed i jus wudent go out at all. wen we were so sick. wen we were cryin cos da place was so fucked up. wen we got flashed at.wen so me drunk came up to us and tried to hook up with us..
(okay i noe.. why me? it jus seems like da both of us attract dat kinda shit. even ppl who lived in auckland dere whole lives had never had dat happen to dem)
in fact she put us dere in da first place so she cant pretend all dat never happened and dat everythin is jus all peachy right now and dat she can order us around and tell us wat to and molly-coddle us like were 12. cos its not gonna happen. i noe were young but were adults now and we have learnt about da 'real world' and weve come thru. so im not gonna let her thinks its all da same. its not.. she cant tell me wat to do. she cant tell me how to live my life. and she wont. whether shes livin in auckland with us next year or in sydney or on da fuckin moon.
she can jus kiss my ass.
*gasps*okay i feel better now.. gonna go searchin for gutar tabs now.. i want a guitar. i dunt care im gonna get myself one. dunt care wat it looks like.. miss playin.
lol ill forgive him for not updatin. see my generosity. lol
yea i woke up at bout 4:30 pm.. i was dyin of heat i swear.. my friggin sister(i think) turned da friggin air-con off so i had to suffer.. apparently jake had jus got out from town usin da internet and so he knew bout my late wake.. and it jus so happened wen i woke iup i thought to call him.. it was bout 9 pm dere so i thought id better get to it..
got on da fone and he was so sweet..*sighs* lucky me.. it was great dat he wasnt busy cos he normally is..
i dubb him da "alcoholic cocktail walkin bible" i swear hes like a fuckin ABC's of drinks.. rattlin on bout every single one and im jus like huh? duh.. which one is scotch? duh...
part from dat its bin quiet.very quiet.. stayed up late last nite playin need for speed *glares at jake* see i do play. jus not wen im with u guys.. dunt wanna compete..
but yea it was fucked cos i got so far budden i had to turn it off and go to bed.. and (wait for it..)
I DUNT HAF A MEMORY CARD..
*sobz*
yes yes go ahead and laugh..okay shuttup u can stop laughin now..*grumbles*
bin havin horrible horrible cramps.
ugh.
got myself two job interviews tomolo. one in town and one in no0vena which is pretty much town anyway. yea and den gonna meet tim and help him go christmas clothes shoppin.
*screams and waggles fingers* SHOPPIN HUNY!!!
lol i swear if tims late im gonna personally see to it dat he can never have sex. i made him agree to meetin me at 11:30 instead of noon.. fucked if im gonna wait round doin nuthin.
den i think on fri im gonna go to khid's pit thingy.. hang round for a lil while den go clubbin with tim and his mates..
dammit thou well hafta go to boat/clarke quay.
fuckin underaged ppl
"dunt glare at me like dat im not underaged if i have id.. and at least i took da initiative to get some id. its called bein creative.."
so funny how ppl older than me cant get into clubs cos of their age wen im actualli younger den all of then and no one even batts an eyelid at me.
da life ppl.. da life.
rite now im jus realli bored ive bin feelin realli lethargic lately. dunno why i bet its dis stupid fuckin weather..
its so damn hot.
at least it was rainin today not dat dat did much help.
mu parents are not baq yet i think dey went to da cricket club for dinner. cunts.
they cud haf at least invited us.. but nooooo. losers.
my moms annoyin da FUCK outta me.. like realli. i think i may haf said sumthin like dis before but ill say it again cos its jus realli *pulls hair and screams* ugh.
fuckin tell me to come home at this time or that time..
ill kill her. she was da one to fuckin kick us outta home and send us off to some unknown contry(at da time) to study and wen we cry over da fone to her and tell her its horrible she jus says deres nuthin she can do.
and shes like "im doin dis so u all can learn how its like in da real world and how it is to be adult. and ull hafta live like adult..blah blah blah.."
and now were baq shes jus like"no u hafta come home at dis time. wat do u mean ur goin clubbin.. u cant go clubbin ur underaged. wat are u doin drinkin alcohol i dunt care dat ur at home ur underaged. so wat if ur at home if i say u cant mean u cant. why are u home so late.. wat were doin stayin out with ur frens..and why are u wearin dis sorta top.. it shows all ur boobs. iwant u to pin it up.. i dunt care that u wear tops like dat in auckland if u wear tops like dat here ur gonna get into trouble..yes i noe maybe auckland guys are more unruly den here but u dunt care wat u say.GO AND PIN IT UP.. blah blah blah"
fuck her. she cant do dat. like give us da freedom and responsibility to go live by ourselves in a totalli different country and den suddenly take back all of it and expect us to do things her way..
cos its jus not gonna happen. i mean we use to go out wen we want come baq and watever and all and all we had to do was let each other know. and we still got all our work done. we still kept our house clean. and now if we dunt do things she agrees to shell fuckin nag at us and all. i noe she misses us but she jus doesnt get dat. were independant now (thanks to her) and we have our own lives dat dunt include her. and we know how to take care of ourselves livin da way we live.
she wasnt dere for us wen we got stalked. twice. or wen we were in an armed robbery or wen some dude came and felt us up. she wasnt dere wen we were so depressed,wen i was so depressed i jus wudent go out at all. wen we were so sick. wen we were cryin cos da place was so fucked up. wen we got flashed at.wen so me drunk came up to us and tried to hook up with us..
(okay i noe.. why me? it jus seems like da both of us attract dat kinda shit. even ppl who lived in auckland dere whole lives had never had dat happen to dem)
in fact she put us dere in da first place so she cant pretend all dat never happened and dat everythin is jus all peachy right now and dat she can order us around and tell us wat to and molly-coddle us like were 12. cos its not gonna happen. i noe were young but were adults now and we have learnt about da 'real world' and weve come thru. so im not gonna let her thinks its all da same. its not.. she cant tell me wat to do. she cant tell me how to live my life. and she wont. whether shes livin in auckland with us next year or in sydney or on da fuckin moon.
she can jus kiss my ass.
*gasps*okay i feel better now.. gonna go searchin for gutar tabs now.. i want a guitar. i dunt care im gonna get myself one. dunt care wat it looks like.. miss playin.
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