lost in translation. love da movie. jsu gonna pop down to 7-11 and get some shit and then im up for 2 movies.. the experiment. german movie bout a prison trial thingy and elephant man [david lynch honey!!]
lol
dat guy is da man!
haha yea jus got baq from work and payday was a big flop.. as i thought.
it always is in singapore.
haf no idea why but yea.
damn this shit sucks..
yea but raden wants me to work with him/for him and he gets shitloads.. so hopefully i can too. wait maybe i shudent hope to much.
expect nuthin is my new ressie for new years i guess.
hafta be confident and shit thou.
cos wat hes doin is mostly commissioned based so its sorta a risky thing but at this point of time i guess im ready to try anythin.
[no im not gonna hit da streets.]
im not dat desperate.
decided i shud listen to jake and not give a fuck bout my parents. tryin to care bout everyone and everythin is jus drivin me nuts. and i am pretty much there already.
love u jake.
thanks for da comments makes me feel so much better. esp since half da time wen im bloggin i feel like im jus rambling on to nuthin. i will still kill u wen i get baq thou even more now that u told me how much ur gettin. but i love you.
nuthin is confirmed thou for like dates and shit and everythin is goin soon so well haf nuthin here which is startin to piss me..
oh and da house thingy.. its great huh? deres a catch.
its not in town its near selwyn but its 150 together not each so dats cool too.
dunno whether dere are still dat many places left but i think dere are.
cool huh?
but no druggin my bro. only im allowed to do dat =P
lol its so annoyin cs my dads company is makin everythin difficult for us. like they arent givin us the go ahead so we cant get dates or anythin which sucks and whcih also means well be living in shitty conditions for a non-confirmed amount of time and i hate wen things arent organised in dat sense wen i cant plan anythin out cos everythins not confirmed cos dey norm dunt happen. well i noe dis will happen but im jus afraid it wont happen fast enuff.
and chinese new year is comin soo which means flights will be real full which doesnt help at all and which means dat we might end up havin to leave after its over which will be like mid-feb which sucks.
wondering wat im doin here..
like wats da point of bein here wen like all i do is work and wen im not workin im jus too tired to do anythin else and i feel so damn lethargic so i dunt feel like makin any plans if it means i hafta travel for more den friggin 20 mins or sumthin
its not easy as well cos its not like im seein frens cos their busy with work and skool and so am i which means we hafta work around schedules. and ppl dunt seem to contact me unless i contact dem first save a few cos they think im busy and all and den i jus feel like ill be runnin into their time and itll be a half hearted thing and their movin on with their lives and so am i and its not like we can discuss wats goin on cos we havent seen each other or anythin. yea and i dunt feel like goin outta my way to go see a few of em and some of them cant meet me unless i do and i dunt haf muny so i jus feel like hidin away and its not like im gettin any support of any kind from my parents.
and my sis is drivin me up da wall cos shes da onli person can tok to bout shit dat i can actualli talk to as in have a conversation with[jake as well but hes in new zealand nd busy 80% of da time and my fone is not workin no more]. not like me tokin and explainin and them listenin and tryin to get it. and i cant tok to my parents cos dey jsu get defensive and start feelin all bad and i feel sick of tryin to think about their feelins and not bring up anythin dat will realli burn and at da same time feel all ungrateful and unconsiderate and yea.
but den tokin to my sis. she has da same complaints and we both get how frustrated each other feels but deres nuthin either of us can do so we jus get each other worked up and all and we discuss and discuss but we cant do anythin so it doesnt help.
yea i think shes baq to bein da voice inside my head...
damn this i shall stop thinkin bout it.
next week will be betteri hope
called jake jus now and he was like "u okay"
im jus like "wel sorta"
i cud be baq and gettin things ready and makin good muny and no im not ungrateful for bein here it jus doesnt seem da best for like my last visit here.
fuck this.
on a different note[i blame tiara for all dat up dere. tokin to hereonda 7-11 trip jus got me all started again] a guy at work keeps hittin on me and accordin to my manager alot of the guys are hittin on me..
she was like "all these guys wat.. mark and jai and rafi especially are all hittin on this one.."
i was jus like uhhh...
i mean wat do u say to dat.
but yea da guys aiight part from da fact dat hes hittin on me.. im jus like yeai have a boyfriend and hes wonderin why da hell arent i cheatin on him cos like hes dere and im all da wayy here.. and im young and hes cheatin on his girlfriend so in his mind its alright..
im jus like yea well i love my boyfriend so jus drop it.
so he goes and sulks.
weird
hopin for a better day tomorrow.. if nuthin ill get some sleep.
oh and da one highlight of da day.
this gurl whose a regular at da store [da type dat always gets da same thing everyday such dat she jus has to show up and well make her sandwich] yea she jus got baq from a holiday in da middle east and she jus walked in today and gave me and this other gurl who always talk to her a lil gold ornament- sort thing
so adorable.
mine was a cat like a spinx im guessin and hwee ling got a camel. and it was so pretty and i was jus so touched.. so sweet.
nevermind da fact dat i love cats to bits..
made me feel so good.
very cool of her.
shes so sweet as well..
yea i feel better and now off to watch movies..
catcha
love u hunny.
lol
dat guy is da man!
haha yea jus got baq from work and payday was a big flop.. as i thought.
it always is in singapore.
haf no idea why but yea.
damn this shit sucks..
yea but raden wants me to work with him/for him and he gets shitloads.. so hopefully i can too. wait maybe i shudent hope to much.
expect nuthin is my new ressie for new years i guess.
hafta be confident and shit thou.
cos wat hes doin is mostly commissioned based so its sorta a risky thing but at this point of time i guess im ready to try anythin.
[no im not gonna hit da streets.]
im not dat desperate.
decided i shud listen to jake and not give a fuck bout my parents. tryin to care bout everyone and everythin is jus drivin me nuts. and i am pretty much there already.
love u jake.
thanks for da comments makes me feel so much better. esp since half da time wen im bloggin i feel like im jus rambling on to nuthin. i will still kill u wen i get baq thou even more now that u told me how much ur gettin. but i love you.
nuthin is confirmed thou for like dates and shit and everythin is goin soon so well haf nuthin here which is startin to piss me..
oh and da house thingy.. its great huh? deres a catch.
its not in town its near selwyn but its 150 together not each so dats cool too.
dunno whether dere are still dat many places left but i think dere are.
cool huh?
but no druggin my bro. only im allowed to do dat =P
lol its so annoyin cs my dads company is makin everythin difficult for us. like they arent givin us the go ahead so we cant get dates or anythin which sucks and whcih also means well be living in shitty conditions for a non-confirmed amount of time and i hate wen things arent organised in dat sense wen i cant plan anythin out cos everythins not confirmed cos dey norm dunt happen. well i noe dis will happen but im jus afraid it wont happen fast enuff.
and chinese new year is comin soo which means flights will be real full which doesnt help at all and which means dat we might end up havin to leave after its over which will be like mid-feb which sucks.
wondering wat im doin here..
like wats da point of bein here wen like all i do is work and wen im not workin im jus too tired to do anythin else and i feel so damn lethargic so i dunt feel like makin any plans if it means i hafta travel for more den friggin 20 mins or sumthin
its not easy as well cos its not like im seein frens cos their busy with work and skool and so am i which means we hafta work around schedules. and ppl dunt seem to contact me unless i contact dem first save a few cos they think im busy and all and den i jus feel like ill be runnin into their time and itll be a half hearted thing and their movin on with their lives and so am i and its not like we can discuss wats goin on cos we havent seen each other or anythin. yea and i dunt feel like goin outta my way to go see a few of em and some of them cant meet me unless i do and i dunt haf muny so i jus feel like hidin away and its not like im gettin any support of any kind from my parents.
and my sis is drivin me up da wall cos shes da onli person can tok to bout shit dat i can actualli talk to as in have a conversation with[jake as well but hes in new zealand nd busy 80% of da time and my fone is not workin no more]. not like me tokin and explainin and them listenin and tryin to get it. and i cant tok to my parents cos dey jsu get defensive and start feelin all bad and i feel sick of tryin to think about their feelins and not bring up anythin dat will realli burn and at da same time feel all ungrateful and unconsiderate and yea.
but den tokin to my sis. she has da same complaints and we both get how frustrated each other feels but deres nuthin either of us can do so we jus get each other worked up and all and we discuss and discuss but we cant do anythin so it doesnt help.
yea i think shes baq to bein da voice inside my head...
damn this i shall stop thinkin bout it.
next week will be better
called jake jus now and he was like "u okay"
im jus like "wel sorta"
i cud be baq and gettin things ready and makin good muny and no im not ungrateful for bein here it jus doesnt seem da best for like my last visit here.
fuck this.
on a different note[i blame tiara for all dat up dere. tokin to hereonda 7-11 trip jus got me all started again] a guy at work keeps hittin on me and accordin to my manager alot of the guys are hittin on me..
she was like "all these guys wat.. mark and jai and rafi especially are all hittin on this one.."
i was jus like uhhh...
i mean wat do u say to dat.
but yea da guys aiight part from da fact dat hes hittin on me.. im jus like yeai have a boyfriend and hes wonderin why da hell arent i cheatin on him cos like hes dere and im all da wayy here.. and im young and hes cheatin on his girlfriend so in his mind its alright..
im jus like yea well i love my boyfriend so jus drop it.
so he goes and sulks.
weird
hopin for a better day tomorrow.. if nuthin ill get some sleep.
oh and da one highlight of da day.
this gurl whose a regular at da store [da type dat always gets da same thing everyday such dat she jus has to show up and well make her sandwich] yea she jus got baq from a holiday in da middle east and she jus walked in today and gave me and this other gurl who always talk to her a lil gold ornament- sort thing
so adorable.
mine was a cat like a spinx im guessin and hwee ling got a camel. and it was so pretty and i was jus so touched.. so sweet.
nevermind da fact dat i love cats to bits..
made me feel so good.
very cool of her.
shes so sweet as well..
yea i feel better and now off to watch movies..
catcha
love u hunny.
1 Comments:
sayang its sesat la..
pelat la you...
so cute..
your written malay is worse den mine..lol
dat makes me feel wayy better.
i kid i kid.
and tiara said u were online yesterday sorry la ppl tired was sleepin.
hmmmph get jiggy with 45 year olds..
im jealous.lol
txt me if u haf muny on ur fone yea?
cant wait to see u hunny.
i love u sayang.
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