i am pushin myself over da edge. no realli im drivin myself crazy.. the things i do to provoke responses and the things i do for others.
i am gonna kill myself. or get realli high.
dammit.. u cant get high in singapore. wish i cud get some... well yea i cant wont think bout it..
but deres wayy more novelty gettin here.. cos i mean like its singapore for fucks sake.
no matter i shall get high on hairspray and deoderant and lynx *dopey smile*
"hey dude..whatever gets u off at night"
still drivin myself insane.
puh-oleasee.
found my old fone and im realli edgy bout it. cos everyone has jus bin like see.. u look for it with ur nose dunt u. i dunt fuckin appreciate any sorta bullshit like dat and i expressly say so. so i kinda blew up at my parents over dinner and told dem to go shove their hands up each others arses..[in not so many words] cos i did fuckin look for it.. all over.. even in where i found it. so i hate this so dunt anyone fuckin dare say, or suggest dat i didnt cos i will turn into a foul beast and single-handedly gang rape you.
i will actualli spew vulgarities and murder u. i have my suspicions and theories but i shall say nothin.
so dunt show me ur face with dat fuckin smug ur-an-idiot look with dat fuckin smirk.
ill cut it off i swear.
ill cut it off.
stop hitting urself. no why are u hitting urself?
*tear and trembling lips*
gah so frustrated im gonna cry.. and scream.
i am going to bed and u all can kiss my friggin ass and take da fuckin tran-scenic one way train to hell for all i care.
jus leave me and my knife and a bottle of 50% vodka alone to wallow in self-pity/self-destruction.
"im jus playin america.. u noe i love you"
i am gonna kill myself. or get realli high.
dammit.. u cant get high in singapore. wish i cud get some... well yea i cant wont think bout it..
but deres wayy more novelty gettin here.. cos i mean like its singapore for fucks sake.
no matter i shall get high on hairspray and deoderant and lynx *dopey smile*
"hey dude..whatever gets u off at night"
still drivin myself insane.
puh-oleasee.
found my old fone and im realli edgy bout it. cos everyone has jus bin like see.. u look for it with ur nose dunt u. i dunt fuckin appreciate any sorta bullshit like dat and i expressly say so. so i kinda blew up at my parents over dinner and told dem to go shove their hands up each others arses..[in not so many words] cos i did fuckin look for it.. all over.. even in where i found it. so i hate this so dunt anyone fuckin dare say, or suggest dat i didnt cos i will turn into a foul beast and single-handedly gang rape you.
i will actualli spew vulgarities and murder u. i have my suspicions and theories but i shall say nothin.
so dunt show me ur face with dat fuckin smug ur-an-idiot look with dat fuckin smirk.
ill cut it off i swear.
ill cut it off.
stop hitting urself. no why are u hitting urself?
*tear and trembling lips*
gah so frustrated im gonna cry.. and scream.
i am going to bed and u all can kiss my friggin ass and take da fuckin tran-scenic one way train to hell for all i care.
jus leave me and my knife and a bottle of 50% vodka alone to wallow in self-pity/self-destruction.
"im jus playin america.. u noe i love you"
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