i hate my mom.
and my maid.
ill friggin kill dem i dunt care whodunnit. they were in it together da both of them.
a big conspiracy.
and...and.. now my duck doesnt smell of jake no more.. no more armani. and its yellow again! its horrible.
should have left it with jake.
*wails*
their so damned lucky its still as soft as ever if not.. i wud have actualli tortured dem before i kill them..
i hate them.
guess wat???
tomolo is pay day.. yay!
wanna get my hair done.. like highlighted again.
wat do u think hunny?
want my blue bits baq?
but i dunno noe since my mom wants more of my money. wants me to help out and deir gettin pissed cos my sis still doesnt have a job and it doesnt look like shes gonna get one either.
so yea my dad was all like oh i dunt want delima to feel guilty bout not givin us every last cent cos its not like her sisters chippin in..
and then...
then i jus felt so guilty bout not pouncing on a chance to help out.
still mixed.
dunno wat i want.
ill figure sumthin out.
freakin out at my results. comin soon and i wont haf internet wen it does come so i wont be able to check it. so afraid ill haf shit marks and wont be able to get in. its not like ive even got an alternative plan. dammit!
okay okay i noe it sounds weird to be freakin out but i am. cos i have this horrible feeling dat i did shitly..
may be its jus da singaporean-ness comin thru.
but yea im slightly on edge.
bout 3 weeks till were goin baq.. still dunt haf a confirmed date. or flight. or anythin.
but dats wat im supposed to tell everyone. fuckin count down it is i swear.
cant wait to see jake. miss u hunny.
i wanna get my drivers next year. just in case me and jake arent in da city. if its jus me and him flattin. dunno i dunt realli wanna think bout it now wait till i get baq and i can actualli work things out with info right in front of me.
but yea my mom keeps threatenin to go to sydney. im like go if u want i realli dunt care. i dunt care where she lives she can be on mars for all i care its jus slightly selfish cos itll mean that itll cost more to visit and blah blah. but if she does well have a place here with all our shit in it. and jus us livin. which will be cool.
jus thinkin dat if she does come to nz im gonna hafta be real patient.
cos da prob is me and my mom are so alike. we both have the same sorta temper.. well almost da same. ive got a bit of my dad thank god. but it means dat wen we get into arguments it will go on for hours cos we both act sorta inda same way. sucks. but as long as i dunt see her dat mcuh and i keep my bro outta her hair she shud be aiight.
tiara can help with all da admin shit.
so hunny.. u up to bringin my bro out every now and then?*big hopeful glance*
lol
sigh
itll be okay i keep tellin everyone. i think it will eventualy. i mean ive done this once so i guess i can do it again. i guess.. not datll it be easy at all but it will be okay. i guess
and dunt nobody dare to think against me. cos im like very close to changin my mind. so dunt oppose wat i say.
ill kill u if u do.
kinda sad thou dat we wont be livin in grafton no more cos minus da horrible horrible ppl.. like lets say we stab and bury them, itd be great dat place was central and it was like in between new market and town which is cool. AnD we had dis big friggin huge park in da middle. which is a nice place to go to now and then. esp for walk taking and all.
very nice.
havent bin eating properly. fuck dat im eating healthy i mean i do have one subway sandwich a day if nuthin else so dat counts for sumthin.
okay my mind is a mess. which i thinks shows cos all my thought are jus all jumbled with no link-up whatsoever.
jus cant wait to get paid tomorrow. and i hope to god i get wat im expectin cos itll suck otherwise.. like wat happened last year. wen i was workin in raffles city. dat was so shit.
i thought i wud get like friggin 300 and i only got like a goddammed$150.
but i think ill get $527 or a bit more.
pathetic huh?
anyway im gonna get some shut eye so i can fuckin stop thinkin cos its drivin me mad.
and jake. i noe where we can stay jus da two of us in a ground house for like $160 a week. dats better if liam changes his mind. and i think dat ej is happy where he is so lets not bother him huh?
right right?
*smile*
ur an arsehole u noe. im so gonna make u pay once get back. not onli for all this but for bein so goddammed cute. lol
love u.
outs~
and my maid.
THEY WASHED MY DUCK!!
ill friggin kill dem i dunt care whodunnit. they were in it together da both of them.
a big conspiracy.
and...and.. now my duck doesnt smell of jake no more.. no more armani. and its yellow again! its horrible.
should have left it with jake.
*wails*
their so damned lucky its still as soft as ever if not.. i wud have actualli tortured dem before i kill them..
i hate them.
guess wat???
tomolo is pay day.. yay!
wanna get my hair done.. like highlighted again.
wat do u think hunny?
want my blue bits baq?
but i dunno noe since my mom wants more of my money. wants me to help out and deir gettin pissed cos my sis still doesnt have a job and it doesnt look like shes gonna get one either.
so yea my dad was all like oh i dunt want delima to feel guilty bout not givin us every last cent cos its not like her sisters chippin in..
and then...
then i jus felt so guilty bout not pouncing on a chance to help out.
still mixed.
dunno wat i want.
ill figure sumthin out.
freakin out at my results. comin soon and i wont haf internet wen it does come so i wont be able to check it. so afraid ill haf shit marks and wont be able to get in. its not like ive even got an alternative plan. dammit!
okay okay i noe it sounds weird to be freakin out but i am. cos i have this horrible feeling dat i did shitly..
may be its jus da singaporean-ness comin thru.
but yea im slightly on edge.
bout 3 weeks till were goin baq.. still dunt haf a confirmed date. or flight. or anythin.
but dats wat im supposed to tell everyone. fuckin count down it is i swear.
cant wait to see jake. miss u hunny.
i wanna get my drivers next year. just in case me and jake arent in da city. if its jus me and him flattin. dunno i dunt realli wanna think bout it now wait till i get baq and i can actualli work things out with info right in front of me.
but yea my mom keeps threatenin to go to sydney. im like go if u want i realli dunt care. i dunt care where she lives she can be on mars for all i care its jus slightly selfish cos itll mean that itll cost more to visit and blah blah. but if she does well have a place here with all our shit in it. and jus us livin. which will be cool.
jus thinkin dat if she does come to nz im gonna hafta be real patient.
cos da prob is me and my mom are so alike. we both have the same sorta temper.. well almost da same. ive got a bit of my dad thank god. but it means dat wen we get into arguments it will go on for hours cos we both act sorta inda same way. sucks. but as long as i dunt see her dat mcuh and i keep my bro outta her hair she shud be aiight.
tiara can help with all da admin shit.
so hunny.. u up to bringin my bro out every now and then?*big hopeful glance*
lol
sigh
itll be okay i keep tellin everyone. i think it will eventualy. i mean ive done this once so i guess i can do it again. i guess.. not datll it be easy at all but it will be okay. i guess
and dunt nobody dare to think against me. cos im like very close to changin my mind. so dunt oppose wat i say.
ill kill u if u do.
kinda sad thou dat we wont be livin in grafton no more cos minus da horrible horrible ppl.. like lets say we stab and bury them, itd be great dat place was central and it was like in between new market and town which is cool. AnD we had dis big friggin huge park in da middle. which is a nice place to go to now and then. esp for walk taking and all.
very nice.
havent bin eating properly. fuck dat im eating healthy i mean i do have one subway sandwich a day if nuthin else so dat counts for sumthin.
okay my mind is a mess. which i thinks shows cos all my thought are jus all jumbled with no link-up whatsoever.
jus cant wait to get paid tomorrow. and i hope to god i get wat im expectin cos itll suck otherwise.. like wat happened last year. wen i was workin in raffles city. dat was so shit.
i thought i wud get like friggin 300 and i only got like a goddammed$150.
but i think ill get $527 or a bit more.
pathetic huh?
anyway im gonna get some shut eye so i can fuckin stop thinkin cos its drivin me mad.
and jake. i noe where we can stay jus da two of us in a ground house for like $160 a week. dats better if liam changes his mind. and i think dat ej is happy where he is so lets not bother him huh?
right right?
*smile*
ur an arsehole u noe. im so gonna make u pay once get back. not onli for all this but for bein so goddammed cute. lol
love u.
outs~
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