skool skool skool..
dats all i can get my head round rite now..
so much godddammed fuckin work to do..
the greatest part is it all has to look shit perfect.
i mean seriously.
if u cut the skirt like 2mm outta line u hafta
start again.
so i did dat damn skirt again
and again
and again
and again.
fuck same with da machine work. i never knew how hard it is to do fuckin curves on a macine.esp if u gotta get it perfect.
(which u do)
and it is seriously drivin me insane like u have no fuckin clue like insane in-sane.
in-fuckin-sane.
i am goin goddammed fuckin shit-faced crazy
i think u can tell.
or can u?
but on the other hand its great i mean at least i wanna listen cos they tok bout stuff im interested in i mean i love its jus realli killin me at da moment.. and ill get so tired esp after da long days so im jus like dead by da time i get baq im seriously almost limp.
yea but i love it i mean dunt get me wrong i love it to bits... jus hafta get more into it. cos weve jsu started so were not doin much..
part from dat uhh?
well found a job not exactly sure whether i got it but yea im pretty sure ill do okay.. and dat means muny.. another frend of mine. bin runnin round alot today so much fuckin things to do.. gettin everythin set up at home and shit like dat.makin itall wok but it doesnt wanna so we still have no internet, no phones... shit like dat. drivin me nuts.
and i still need to get still need to get stuff for skool so ive bin runnin in and outta class and da shops getin this and gettin dat and now my legs are killin me.
and another thing ive jus recently lost all my appetitelike i mean i wont eat till like 2 during break in class and den ill get like coffee and a cookie and ill eat half of it and ill jus feel sick and throw it away. wat a fuckin waste huh?
dunno why and den ill get home and eay like half of dinner and jus be like "nahp..cant do it"
yea im runnin on like super-speed mode like im all hyper i think its da coffee and da rushin round im not realli sure.. but yea so im like talkin real fast not dat its a bad thing cos ill jus say real stupid things but apparently ppl remember me cos of dat..
like today i went to get my txtbook and da lady was like u hafta put ur name down cos we prioritize and i was jus like ra ra ra u remember me i came in here on friday and said ra ra ra and i was complainin bout the shit we had to buy and ra ra ra and den i said dat id better be a fuckin good fashion designer cos if not its a waste and she was jus like
uhhh........
right. i remember u. heres ur book. ill make an exception.now go away.
score. =)
but yea and things have bin goin pretty weird lately. i dunno not sure wats up but i wont feel settled until sumthin is done. i cant do this whole in between thing i hate it. and i jus feel so fucked up bout my mom and shit and all the things dat are supposed to be finished but u noe havent even started yet..
jus wanna scream.
was swearin jus now a lot and some lady gave me the dirtiest look. i was jus like sorry so sorry.
she had a lil toddler with her so i guess i can understand dat it wud be pretty fuckin funny if dat lil kids were to remember dat not dat it wud jus if it did it wud be pretty fuckin hilarious.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i hate not bein in touch its horrible.. busy busy busy.. gotta meet dat old perv on sat i think hes gonna bring us to da fuckin beach. i dunt wanna go to no goddammed beach but it wud be not very nice to say no esp since we didnt go last week its only wen its da both of us dat he brings us out to fancy restaurants wen my moms here hes jus like screw dat. i can jus imagine be fuckin bored to the fuckin bone havin to sit dere and smile and fuckin play with his sadistic shit faced kid with scary eyes and entertain her meanwhile gettin chills from he exorcist glares. and den havin to listen to his bitchy wife talk about shit like shes so fuckin above us and lookin at us like were fuckin dirt on the ground and other den dat bein totalli ignored and fuckin fucked untill were allowed to go home.
haha im jus in such a good mood arent i.
oops well i hope its not comin thru my blog entry.
__
i am such a child.
does it benefit me or anyone else? no
is it productive in any way? no
does it make me feel better? fuck yea
haha overdue new years resolution: stop fuckin swearing.
haha. love me.hate me.
???
over and outs =)
dats all i can get my head round rite now..
so much godddammed fuckin work to do..
the greatest part is it all has to look shit perfect.
i mean seriously.
if u cut the skirt like 2mm outta line u hafta
start again.
so i did dat damn skirt again
and again
and again
and again.
fuck same with da machine work. i never knew how hard it is to do fuckin curves on a macine.esp if u gotta get it perfect.
(which u do)
and it is seriously drivin me insane like u have no fuckin clue like insane in-sane.
in-fuckin-sane.
i am goin goddammed fuckin shit-faced crazy
i think u can tell.
or can u?
but on the other hand its great i mean at least i wanna listen cos they tok bout stuff im interested in i mean i love its jus realli killin me at da moment.. and ill get so tired esp after da long days so im jus like dead by da time i get baq im seriously almost limp.
yea but i love it i mean dunt get me wrong i love it to bits... jus hafta get more into it. cos weve jsu started so were not doin much..
part from dat uhh?
well found a job not exactly sure whether i got it but yea im pretty sure ill do okay.. and dat means muny.. another frend of mine. bin runnin round alot today so much fuckin things to do.. gettin everythin set up at home and shit like dat.makin itall wok but it doesnt wanna so we still have no internet, no phones... shit like dat. drivin me nuts.
and i still need to get still need to get stuff for skool so ive bin runnin in and outta class and da shops getin this and gettin dat and now my legs are killin me.
and another thing ive jus recently lost all my appetitelike i mean i wont eat till like 2 during break in class and den ill get like coffee and a cookie and ill eat half of it and ill jus feel sick and throw it away. wat a fuckin waste huh?
dunno why and den ill get home and eay like half of dinner and jus be like "nahp..cant do it"
yea im runnin on like super-speed mode like im all hyper i think its da coffee and da rushin round im not realli sure.. but yea so im like talkin real fast not dat its a bad thing cos ill jus say real stupid things but apparently ppl remember me cos of dat..
like today i went to get my txtbook and da lady was like u hafta put ur name down cos we prioritize and i was jus like ra ra ra u remember me i came in here on friday and said ra ra ra and i was complainin bout the shit we had to buy and ra ra ra and den i said dat id better be a fuckin good fashion designer cos if not its a waste and she was jus like
uhhh........
right. i remember u. heres ur book. ill make an exception.now go away.
score. =)
but yea and things have bin goin pretty weird lately. i dunno not sure wats up but i wont feel settled until sumthin is done. i cant do this whole in between thing i hate it. and i jus feel so fucked up bout my mom and shit and all the things dat are supposed to be finished but u noe havent even started yet..
jus wanna scream.
was swearin jus now a lot and some lady gave me the dirtiest look. i was jus like sorry so sorry.
she had a lil toddler with her so i guess i can understand dat it wud be pretty fuckin funny if dat lil kids were to remember dat not dat it wud jus if it did it wud be pretty fuckin hilarious.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i hate not bein in touch its horrible.. busy busy busy.. gotta meet dat old perv on sat i think hes gonna bring us to da fuckin beach. i dunt wanna go to no goddammed beach but it wud be not very nice to say no esp since we didnt go last week its only wen its da both of us dat he brings us out to fancy restaurants wen my moms here hes jus like screw dat. i can jus imagine be fuckin bored to the fuckin bone havin to sit dere and smile and fuckin play with his sadistic shit faced kid with scary eyes and entertain her meanwhile gettin chills from he exorcist glares. and den havin to listen to his bitchy wife talk about shit like shes so fuckin above us and lookin at us like were fuckin dirt on the ground and other den dat bein totalli ignored and fuckin fucked untill were allowed to go home.
haha im jus in such a good mood arent i.
oops well i hope its not comin thru my blog entry.
__
i am such a child.
does it benefit me or anyone else? no
is it productive in any way? no
does it make me feel better? fuck yea
haha. love me.hate me.
???
over and outs =)
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