"hey guess wat the cat draged in.."
havent blogged in ages. it seems like yonks ago wen i was last in here..
i cant sleep.
its 3.30 in da fuckin mornin and i cant sleep
why u ask?
well ive got a mountain of things i have to do as well as the fact that i have been goin to bed at about 4 or 5 in the mornin for the past i dunno...
3 months.
sheesh.
well its a new year ahead and i cant think of anything i benefited from in this whole year..okay maybe i can but thats besides the point..
the point is that ive been doin nuthin dis year realli. failed my course.worked my ass off at a fucked up job for nuthin.drank and drugged myself into a state.
fuck.
i hardly noe myself anymore.
this year im gonna focus and im gonna finish wat i start.
at least i think i can i CAN.
im gonna quit this job get a better job and im gonna get my car
this year man its all on.
oh yea and fuck guys.
all of em.. their all fucked in da head. twist u round and dangle u and play mind games.
ive had closure from all the guys ive come to know this year. seriously.
about a week before new years i heard from all da guys ive known.. like properly known. and i came to da conclusion dat guys are arseholes.
jus shows wat sorta guys i run into.
i miss steve. hes so sweet...
(and then comes the...) BUT.
but theres a long story behind that one. we have so much fun together and i miss him wen hes not around but i dunno..
WE HAD THE MOST AWESOME NEW YEAR!
seriously.
(snigger)<- personal joke =)
got to tiara's place early had some alcohol. went to the liquor shop and bought more alcohol.came back and had more alcohol. went to k rd to meet everyone(had some alcohol in da car). we raced to get there before midnite(it was about 11:56). ran down da road sceamin and yellin. bumped into da other guys.more screamin and yelling. midnight. everybody drunkenly hugs everybody(da guys we met were fucked they had bin drinkin since about 6).we jump in da car to go home while da rest of da grup treks it to tiara's place.get home and drink summore. and summore. roll up a nice sweet smellin green tobacco.evans rolls another one. we smoke the joint. talk. finish it. light another one. drink and get high. talk. 2 ppl are trashed on da floor. one spews into a bucket and in da corner of da balcony and some one hands her a glass of water. more ppl come. more drinks. more drinks. and den me and evens sit down again to roll up summore cronic (not easy wen ur high as a bloody dolphin in da sky) we have a huge balloon fight. get another drink. go out to the balcony and spark up. picked up a now broken glass from underneath da chick dat spewed and den keep drinkin and smokin. 2 more ppl are lying on the floor. talk. drink more. and one for da road and den its off to beddie-byebyes for del.
it was cool.enjoyed it. an awesome party like i said probably cos i didnt think anyone expected much of da party in da first place.. but it turned out great.
and OH MY GOD.. 42 Below Feijoa Vodka is so fucking nice..
tryin to look for jobs now but da bloody websites seem to be rejection me.. da pages all dunt load. its a test but i will overcome it.
WHY?
its simple.
cos im da man.
=)
and cos i said i wouldnt procrastinate so much this year.
(but mostly cos im da man.)
havent blogged in ages. it seems like yonks ago wen i was last in here..
i cant sleep.
its 3.30 in da fuckin mornin and i cant sleep
why u ask?
well ive got a mountain of things i have to do as well as the fact that i have been goin to bed at about 4 or 5 in the mornin for the past i dunno...
3 months.
sheesh.
well its a new year ahead and i cant think of anything i benefited from in this whole year..okay maybe i can but thats besides the point..
the point is that ive been doin nuthin dis year realli. failed my course.worked my ass off at a fucked up job for nuthin.drank and drugged myself into a state.
fuck.
i hardly noe myself anymore.
this year im gonna focus and im gonna finish wat i start.
im gonna quit this job get a better job and im gonna get my car
this year man its all on.
oh yea and fuck guys.
all of em.. their all fucked in da head. twist u round and dangle u and play mind games.
ive had closure from all the guys ive come to know this year. seriously.
about a week before new years i heard from all da guys ive known.. like properly known. and i came to da conclusion dat guys are arseholes.
jus shows wat sorta guys i run into.
i miss steve. hes so sweet...
(and then comes the...) BUT.
but theres a long story behind that one. we have so much fun together and i miss him wen hes not around but i dunno..
WE HAD THE MOST AWESOME NEW YEAR!
seriously.
(snigger)<- personal joke =)
got to tiara's place early had some alcohol. went to the liquor shop and bought more alcohol.came back and had more alcohol. went to k rd to meet everyone(had some alcohol in da car). we raced to get there before midnite(it was about 11:56). ran down da road sceamin and yellin. bumped into da other guys.more screamin and yelling. midnight. everybody drunkenly hugs everybody(da guys we met were fucked they had bin drinkin since about 6).we jump in da car to go home while da rest of da grup treks it to tiara's place.get home and drink summore. and summore. roll up a nice sweet smellin green tobacco.evans rolls another one. we smoke the joint. talk. finish it. light another one. drink and get high. talk. 2 ppl are trashed on da floor. one spews into a bucket and in da corner of da balcony and some one hands her a glass of water. more ppl come. more drinks. more drinks. and den me and evens sit down again to roll up summore cronic (not easy wen ur high as a bloody dolphin in da sky) we have a huge balloon fight. get another drink. go out to the balcony and spark up. picked up a now broken glass from underneath da chick dat spewed and den keep drinkin and smokin. 2 more ppl are lying on the floor. talk. drink more. and one for da road and den its off to beddie-byebyes for del.
it was cool.enjoyed it. an awesome party like i said probably cos i didnt think anyone expected much of da party in da first place.. but it turned out great.
and OH MY GOD.. 42 Below Feijoa Vodka is so fucking nice..
tryin to look for jobs now but da bloody websites seem to be rejection me.. da pages all dunt load. its a test but i will overcome it.
WHY?
its simple.
cos im da man.
=)
and cos i said i wouldnt procrastinate so much this year.
(but mostly cos im da man.)
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