help..
i am swimming well more like drowning in my own mind.too many things going ona round me. all i can do is hold on and pray that i dont get left behind. right now i realli shouldnt be blogging i should be typing out my CV. but if everything was that staightforward den i suppose we wouldnt have invented the wheel would we?
i have good news and bad new.
which do you want to hear first?
okay well lets start with the good seein as were all such optimists...
im going to get a car. fucking finally a nice car thats all mine. i have no fucking clue what to get thou.. i should get sumthin small less powerfull so i wont eat its worth up in gas. but i wanna get sumthin sizable and comfortable..
definitely a sedan. definitely an auto. alloys and a body kit wud be a plus i suppose.
maybe a mits galant, or if i want sumthin smaller a mazda familia.. or a honda civic.
id love to get a supra or a skyline or a silvia.. and their all in my price range but its too expensive to keep goin..
ill prob end up with a civic
ive got all my skool shit sorted out finally..
it took me so long goddamn me for failing but at least im gettin thru and still gettin my muny this year. phew
okay i cant think of anythin else.
now for the bad news.
im broke as broke
its so sad to see.. realli it is. i cant even leave the house cos i dunt have muny to get anywhere anytime i get even the slightest bit of muny i go out and spend on a temporary high. sad but ill get my grand coming in and then ill have a whole nother headache. theres cloths i need to get for skool and deres all my skool shit i need to get and i wanna take my mom out clubbin cos shes havin a real hard time.
poor woman man she tries and tries to do everythin for this fucked up family and it doesnt even seem to help and shes always screamin cos my lil brothers the spawn of satan. i think if she carries on shell have a mental breakdown.
so im gonna take her dancing.
=)
and i desperately need to get sumthin done to my hair which is lookin real shaggy at da mo. dunt even know whetehr ill have the muny to do dat. but owel u can have everythin ive got a tight budget to stick to and i dunt know whether i can pull it off..
i need to get my CV written up and den i need to go look for a job so i can fund my getting a car. i need to work out a timetable for skool and fit in all my classes and den i need to go and get all the shit i need and get everything mentioned above and i have a miserable week to do it.. wait no not even thae i have but a few days to get it all sorted out..
but ill manage as always.
anyway id better get back to making everythin happen instead of jus thinkin about it so ill go now
i am swimming well more like drowning in my own mind.too many things going ona round me. all i can do is hold on and pray that i dont get left behind. right now i realli shouldnt be blogging i should be typing out my CV. but if everything was that staightforward den i suppose we wouldnt have invented the wheel would we?
i have good news and bad new.
which do you want to hear first?
okay well lets start with the good seein as were all such optimists...
im going to get a car. fucking finally a nice car thats all mine. i have no fucking clue what to get thou.. i should get sumthin small less powerfull so i wont eat its worth up in gas. but i wanna get sumthin sizable and comfortable..
definitely a sedan. definitely an auto. alloys and a body kit wud be a plus i suppose.
maybe a mits galant, or if i want sumthin smaller a mazda familia.. or a honda civic.
id love to get a supra or a skyline or a silvia.. and their all in my price range but its too expensive to keep goin..
ill prob end up with a civic
ive got all my skool shit sorted out finally..
it took me so long goddamn me for failing but at least im gettin thru and still gettin my muny this year. phew
okay i cant think of anythin else.
now for the bad news.
im broke as broke
its so sad to see.. realli it is. i cant even leave the house cos i dunt have muny to get anywhere anytime i get even the slightest bit of muny i go out and spend on a temporary high. sad but ill get my grand coming in and then ill have a whole nother headache. theres cloths i need to get for skool and deres all my skool shit i need to get and i wanna take my mom out clubbin cos shes havin a real hard time.
poor woman man she tries and tries to do everythin for this fucked up family and it doesnt even seem to help and shes always screamin cos my lil brothers the spawn of satan. i think if she carries on shell have a mental breakdown.
so im gonna take her dancing.
=)
and i desperately need to get sumthin done to my hair which is lookin real shaggy at da mo. dunt even know whetehr ill have the muny to do dat. but owel u can have everythin ive got a tight budget to stick to and i dunt know whether i can pull it off..
i need to get my CV written up and den i need to go look for a job so i can fund my getting a car. i need to work out a timetable for skool and fit in all my classes and den i need to go and get all the shit i need and get everything mentioned above and i have a miserable week to do it.. wait no not even thae i have but a few days to get it all sorted out..
but ill manage as always.
anyway id better get back to making everythin happen instead of jus thinkin about it so ill go now
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