what a title.. and the past what? 2 and a half weeks have been just that.. its been fucking amazing and its only gotten better.
seriously, this is your time to shine you know, when youre young.
i mean these are the things that you will look back on when youre up to your elbows in dirty diapers.
these are things youll remember and say "by fucking god, i had the best times of my life then"
being free. its a state of euphoria in itself.
the world looks so different when you are in an elevated position looking down on all the plebs who just cant see the beauty past the next 100m of grayscale sidewalk.
i had an epiphany at the very beginning. it was crazy and everyone thought i was crazy.. rambling on anout how the beauty of life isnt appreciated and how now i feel like i hold more power in my hands then i ever had. and how it has made me realise that i shudent give as much fuck as i did and that people will love me just as much regardless..
so the partying started. and it just never ended. we were constantly out in our dancing shoes, the children of the night... singing anthems to all the sleepy eyed suckers on their way to work, finishing off the last of the jack daniels with daniel (lol) in the racecourse..
tattooing each other, playing never ever, digging up dirt, laughing till our cheeks ache, driving around in search of drugs, lying on the floor completely fried, smiling the biggest smile ever seen.
thats what its been like. a week after my epiphany, tiara and ej drive off to see sigur ros and then come back saying the exact same things i was saying (clearly though) throughout last week. now weve all had them, weve got plans were going to do up a wall together.. weve gotten a house we all feel good about ourselves and were having an awesome time.
the time has seriously flown by.. i cant tell what day it is or what date, i dunt even remember what i was doing or who i was talking to. then again in the past 2 and a half weeks i havent had a straight day. weve bin smoking weed constantly; everyday or twice a day, i suppose weve been drinking quite alot as well though none of us have crossed the line when it turns from fun into agony and youre holding your gut while bent over a toilet bowl
i got fried with matt which was really really good.. not that im a junkie or anything but i wont lie about how it makes you feel, which is fantastic.. but i dunt take it on a regular basis never pay for it but do it when offered some for nothing. we smoked so much it wasnt funny - ironically me and matt had just watched spun a few nights before.. we were all talking about the craziest things and we were in the middle of nowhere.. somewhere out west by the water. we were up after everyone had gone to work.. managed to get some pot and smoke it than we decided to take my bro and avril's son out to see a movie. after it all we got home and got summore pot smoked it i tried to get to sleep and failed miserably i just couldnt close my eyes. i was so p'd out..
everyone could tell we were on sumthin. got cracked lips afterwards but it was worth it.. not gonna have anymore for a good while thou. and then
i saved the best for last:
we went to the disturbed concert on saturday. that... that was FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!
we got all dolled up in our rock gear;
black nailpolish, cuffs, black t-shirts, eyeliner, black boots..like im talkin the fuckin works.
left to get some weed.. we had some already but you know just to be safe..
we were gonna get an e.. like we were realli close to getting it but nah.. i suppose it was a good thing
anyway drove down to newmarket to get weed off mark, who has the nicest car by the way.. and impala with everythin hydraulics.. i mean everythin.
had a sesh and skulled back the bourbon we had.. went to evans dropped off the vodka we brought and walked up to the town hall.
it was so fucking crowded inside there were so many ppl. we were talking and then the lights dimmed.. everyone starts cheering fists in the air. the opening act wasnt bad. some group called red lights i think.. by the time they finished you could feel the heat from the floor.
a bit more waiting and again the lights dimmed.. this time it went off everyone was yelling and screaming.. then they started playing and it was just madness.. we were in the middle of the mosh pit.. and everyone was jumping. you could literally feel the ground bouncing. it was shaking it felt like the whole building was gonna come crashing down.
the music was the greatest thing ive ever heard. the lights the motion everything..
we were singing at the top of our voices, by the end of the first song we were soaked not like a lil sweaty..
i mean soaked. my hair was dripping, my shirt stuck to my body.. i couldnt even breathe but i could still yell, my hand high in the air.
we didnt leave once not even to get a drink and they played for a good 3 hrs.
the song line up was amazing. the last song was of course down with the sickness..
our song. the song we had been waiting for all night..
everyone there went hard.. we had bin pushed back, and then we pushed forward so when they played the last song we were right in the middle again. everyone was so violent i had already gotten knocked in the brow before.. but me and ej, jusyt decided that we should get more violent ourselves.
we were moshing so hard jumping with everyone else.. but once i sorta got carried higher i jumped and i stayed in the air for jus those few more seconds and i could see everything and then it was over.
we left with da biggest smiles and went looking for water. went to evans' place and started drinking da vodka and had a sesh.. and then we walked up to hysteria for the afterparty..
and guess who should be standing at the door but the bassist, john..
so naturally (and we were pretty shit-faced by then) we offered him a sesh and he agreed. went down to our usual spot and sparked up. i think we got him pretty stoned lol
he was like"oh my god i havent done this for like 10 years or sumthin"
it didnt even sink i then or after.
got him to sign my arm as well.
and tiara slept with him.
an official groupie. goon on you tiara, see the best things happen when u least expect it.
its all simmered down now a bit.. weve done a good time of partying and no doubt it will continue . still havent had a completely straight day yet but sem 2 will be chasing me down in a little while. so i can sober up then...
till then im gonna live it up..
azs always
seriously, this is your time to shine you know, when youre young.
i mean these are the things that you will look back on when youre up to your elbows in dirty diapers.
these are things youll remember and say "by fucking god, i had the best times of my life then"
being free. its a state of euphoria in itself.
the world looks so different when you are in an elevated position looking down on all the plebs who just cant see the beauty past the next 100m of grayscale sidewalk.
i had an epiphany at the very beginning. it was crazy and everyone thought i was crazy.. rambling on anout how the beauty of life isnt appreciated and how now i feel like i hold more power in my hands then i ever had. and how it has made me realise that i shudent give as much fuck as i did and that people will love me just as much regardless..
so the partying started. and it just never ended. we were constantly out in our dancing shoes, the children of the night... singing anthems to all the sleepy eyed suckers on their way to work, finishing off the last of the jack daniels with daniel (lol) in the racecourse..
tattooing each other, playing never ever, digging up dirt, laughing till our cheeks ache, driving around in search of drugs, lying on the floor completely fried, smiling the biggest smile ever seen.
thats what its been like. a week after my epiphany, tiara and ej drive off to see sigur ros and then come back saying the exact same things i was saying (clearly though) throughout last week. now weve all had them, weve got plans were going to do up a wall together.. weve gotten a house we all feel good about ourselves and were having an awesome time.
the time has seriously flown by.. i cant tell what day it is or what date, i dunt even remember what i was doing or who i was talking to. then again in the past 2 and a half weeks i havent had a straight day. weve bin smoking weed constantly; everyday or twice a day, i suppose weve been drinking quite alot as well though none of us have crossed the line when it turns from fun into agony and youre holding your gut while bent over a toilet bowl
i got fried with matt which was really really good.. not that im a junkie or anything but i wont lie about how it makes you feel, which is fantastic.. but i dunt take it on a regular basis never pay for it but do it when offered some for nothing. we smoked so much it wasnt funny - ironically me and matt had just watched spun a few nights before.. we were all talking about the craziest things and we were in the middle of nowhere.. somewhere out west by the water. we were up after everyone had gone to work.. managed to get some pot and smoke it than we decided to take my bro and avril's son out to see a movie. after it all we got home and got summore pot smoked it i tried to get to sleep and failed miserably i just couldnt close my eyes. i was so p'd out..
everyone could tell we were on sumthin. got cracked lips afterwards but it was worth it.. not gonna have anymore for a good while thou. and then
i saved the best for last:
we went to the disturbed concert on saturday. that... that was FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!
we got all dolled up in our rock gear;
black nailpolish, cuffs, black t-shirts, eyeliner, black boots..like im talkin the fuckin works.
left to get some weed.. we had some already but you know just to be safe..
we were gonna get an e.. like we were realli close to getting it but nah.. i suppose it was a good thing
anyway drove down to newmarket to get weed off mark, who has the nicest car by the way.. and impala with everythin hydraulics.. i mean everythin.
had a sesh and skulled back the bourbon we had.. went to evans dropped off the vodka we brought and walked up to the town hall.
it was so fucking crowded inside there were so many ppl. we were talking and then the lights dimmed.. everyone starts cheering fists in the air. the opening act wasnt bad. some group called red lights i think.. by the time they finished you could feel the heat from the floor.
a bit more waiting and again the lights dimmed.. this time it went off everyone was yelling and screaming.. then they started playing and it was just madness.. we were in the middle of the mosh pit.. and everyone was jumping. you could literally feel the ground bouncing. it was shaking it felt like the whole building was gonna come crashing down.
the music was the greatest thing ive ever heard. the lights the motion everything..
we were singing at the top of our voices, by the end of the first song we were soaked not like a lil sweaty..
i mean soaked. my hair was dripping, my shirt stuck to my body.. i couldnt even breathe but i could still yell, my hand high in the air.
we didnt leave once not even to get a drink and they played for a good 3 hrs.
the song line up was amazing. the last song was of course down with the sickness..
our song. the song we had been waiting for all night..
everyone there went hard.. we had bin pushed back, and then we pushed forward so when they played the last song we were right in the middle again. everyone was so violent i had already gotten knocked in the brow before.. but me and ej, jusyt decided that we should get more violent ourselves.
we were moshing so hard jumping with everyone else.. but once i sorta got carried higher i jumped and i stayed in the air for jus those few more seconds and i could see everything and then it was over.
we left with da biggest smiles and went looking for water. went to evans' place and started drinking da vodka and had a sesh.. and then we walked up to hysteria for the afterparty..
and guess who should be standing at the door but the bassist, john..
so naturally (and we were pretty shit-faced by then) we offered him a sesh and he agreed. went down to our usual spot and sparked up. i think we got him pretty stoned lol
he was like"oh my god i havent done this for like 10 years or sumthin"
it didnt even sink i then or after.
got him to sign my arm as well.
and tiara slept with him.
an official groupie. goon on you tiara, see the best things happen when u least expect it.
its all simmered down now a bit.. weve done a good time of partying and no doubt it will continue . still havent had a completely straight day yet but sem 2 will be chasing me down in a little while. so i can sober up then...
till then im gonna live it up..
azs always
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