im crashing. hard.
its been wonderful but the reality is dragging me back down to ground zero.
gay.
im also experiencing insomnia.
gay.
im stuck wandering the halls, or hall really. if i got a dollar for every time ive walked to the kitchen, opened the fridge, moved on to the cupboard, and then headed back to my room empty-handed...
well id have alot of dollars now wouldnt i.
its been bad. not bad bad but not good.
i think it all just really hit me yesterday. i dont think ill be able to get through this year. and the really gay thing is dont have any second options. its stupid though. why build a university, give it rip-off and shitty facilities to make it look like a university and then reprimand the students for treating it like a real university.
i mean cmon they dont lock the doors at real universities, they dunt kick you out for not attending, the dont give you stupid assignments about nothing..
sigh. and ive got to get a job yes another job.. ive got to do the whole thing with passing my cv on AGAIN. i swear it get s really tiring after a while.
and the real bomb..
well we were promised financial aid to get us out of this country so we can breathe some real air, instead of all the methane produced by the millions of sheep..
and yet again it has been withdrawn. one of the few things i hate more than anything.. is dangling offers at someone and then ripping away with a evil smirk once they have gotten all excited.
its not right. and now i have to find a source of income or work out some crazy deal to get myself a plane ticket back to singapore..
maybe i should talk to daniel about joining his agency.
just kidding im not that desperate. lol.. i mean i am but yeah .. uh nah....
its been depressing and its going to get worse. i mean sure well still party on and pretend like its all peachy but i dont know.
staying here for too long with all the narrow-minded born and bred type can slowly drive you mad.
and believe me im not just saying that.. if anyone, id be the last to discriminate
so like i said were moving houses. were going to live in a more notorious part of the westside..
TOC or Thugs of Canal
dats my crew nigga..dunt be hating..
no but really
apparently these guys are pretty ruthless.. all crackhead.
weve got to get some good security there and of course try not to interact with the neighbours.
at least we wont be at lost for weed.. id bet those guys bring it in by the pounds not that ill ever find out since ive made multiple promises not to have anything to do with anyone on that st.
so yea if you dont hear from me.. its likely i got raped or murdered. youll find me in the neighbours basement
lol
thats actualli ot very funny at all.. reminds me of fingers.. *shudder*
its one:thirteen in the friggin mornin. i cant sleep it feels like im on something..
im not.
straight as a stick
get it..
haha haha im on a roll tonight *roll eyes*
sigh so its come back to this.the low after the high very appealing. i hate this i hate crashing hate how it makes me feel like im worthless.
we all are its realli sad..
at least well look back to the time before this.. and well remember the awesome highs we had.. there were many.but right now its hard to look back when youve got everything you dropped pining for youre immediate attention... i hate this im broke im not getting a ticket back to singapore unless i can seriously sort something out.. i have nothing to make me feel better.. and i havent been to the gym all week....
id beat stephanie plum.
to end this sad sad episode of the late night blues..
ill tell u something for nothing
my movie... breakfast at tiffany's
my book... janet evanovich's series (cant think of anything else)
my song... ill tell you when i can come up with something solid.
goodday...goodnight
its been wonderful but the reality is dragging me back down to ground zero.
gay.
im also experiencing insomnia.
gay.
im stuck wandering the halls, or hall really. if i got a dollar for every time ive walked to the kitchen, opened the fridge, moved on to the cupboard, and then headed back to my room empty-handed...
well id have alot of dollars now wouldnt i.
its been bad. not bad bad but not good.
i think it all just really hit me yesterday. i dont think ill be able to get through this year. and the really gay thing is dont have any second options. its stupid though. why build a university, give it rip-off and shitty facilities to make it look like a university and then reprimand the students for treating it like a real university.
i mean cmon they dont lock the doors at real universities, they dunt kick you out for not attending, the dont give you stupid assignments about nothing..
sigh. and ive got to get a job yes another job.. ive got to do the whole thing with passing my cv on AGAIN. i swear it get s really tiring after a while.
and the real bomb..
well we were promised financial aid to get us out of this country so we can breathe some real air, instead of all the methane produced by the millions of sheep..
and yet again it has been withdrawn. one of the few things i hate more than anything.. is dangling offers at someone and then ripping away with a evil smirk once they have gotten all excited.
its not right. and now i have to find a source of income or work out some crazy deal to get myself a plane ticket back to singapore..
maybe i should talk to daniel about joining his agency.
just kidding im not that desperate. lol.. i mean i am but yeah .. uh nah....
its been depressing and its going to get worse. i mean sure well still party on and pretend like its all peachy but i dont know.
staying here for too long with all the narrow-minded born and bred type can slowly drive you mad.
and believe me im not just saying that.. if anyone, id be the last to discriminate
so like i said were moving houses. were going to live in a more notorious part of the westside..
TOC or Thugs of Canal
dats my crew nigga..dunt be hating..
no but really
apparently these guys are pretty ruthless.. all crackhead.
weve got to get some good security there and of course try not to interact with the neighbours.
at least we wont be at lost for weed.. id bet those guys bring it in by the pounds not that ill ever find out since ive made multiple promises not to have anything to do with anyone on that st.
so yea if you dont hear from me.. its likely i got raped or murdered. youll find me in the neighbours basement
lol
thats actualli ot very funny at all.. reminds me of fingers.. *shudder*
its one:thirteen in the friggin mornin. i cant sleep it feels like im on something..
im not.
straight as a stick
get it..
haha haha im on a roll tonight *roll eyes*
sigh so its come back to this.the low after the high very appealing. i hate this i hate crashing hate how it makes me feel like im worthless.
we all are its realli sad..
at least well look back to the time before this.. and well remember the awesome highs we had.. there were many.but right now its hard to look back when youve got everything you dropped pining for youre immediate attention... i hate this im broke im not getting a ticket back to singapore unless i can seriously sort something out.. i have nothing to make me feel better.. and i havent been to the gym all week....
id beat stephanie plum.
to end this sad sad episode of the late night blues..
ill tell u something for nothing
my movie... breakfast at tiffany's
my book... janet evanovich's series (cant think of anything else)
my song... ill tell you when i can come up with something solid.
goodday...goodnight
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